Chapter 9

We visited Mrs. Brooks in August.
She lived in a yellow house with a small porch and a kitchen full of family photographs. Malik showed Ava the tree he used to climb when he was younger. By the end of the first afternoon, they were both in its branches, arguing over who had the better view.
Mrs. Brooks let Monique help prepare dinner. I watched them work side by side, carefully at first, then with the easy rhythm of two people trying to feed a crowded table.
After we ate, Mrs. Brooks brought out a box of Tasha’s old photographs.
Malik sat on the floor and asked about each one. I told him stories I had forgotten I remembered. He laughed at a picture of me with an awful haircut.
Monique listened. When Malik handed her a photograph, she looked at it and asked him what he knew about that day.
I realized she had stopped trying to make Tasha’s memory feel less present in the house.
On our last morning, Mrs. Brooks took a photograph of all four of us on the porch. Then she took another with herself beside Malik. He made her promise to send both.
On the drive home, Ava fell asleep. Malik stayed awake and watched the road.
“Dad?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I ask something?”
“Always.”
“If Monique and I get along, can I still tell you when she upsets me?”
“Yes.”
“Even if it’s a small thing?”
“Yes. We’ll work out what to do together.”
He was quiet for a while.
“I think she’s trying.”
“I think so too.”
When we returned, school started quickly. Ava’s dance program ended with a performance in a crowded theater. Malik wore a shirt with a tiny sketch of her costume drawn on the pocket. She spotted him from the stage and waved during the applause.
Later, she asked him for the sketch. He gave it to her, pretending he hadn’t spent an entire evening getting the details right.
Monique and I continued seeing Dr. Ellis. She helped us make decisions without putting the children in the middle. The trust between us was still tender. I told Monique when an old worry returned. She told me when she felt defensive instead of letting it turn into anger.
One evening, I arrived home late from work. The house was quiet, and for a moment I was back in that first night, standing in the doorway with my jacket on.
Then I heard voices in the dining room.
Malik, Ava, and Monique were playing cards. Plates from dinner sat in the sink. Malik looked up.
“We saved you food.”
I hung up my jacket.
“Who’s winning?”
“Ava cheats,” Malik said.
“I’m better at the game,” Ava replied.
Monique handed me a plate she had covered and left warm in the oven. I sat down with them.
After the game, Monique came into the kitchen while I washed my plate.
“You looked worried when you walked in,” she said.
“I remembered that night.”
She nodded.
“I still think about it too.”
I set the plate down.
“I don’t want Malik to carry it forever.”
“He may remember,” she said. “I hope I can give him better things to remember alongside it.”
It was the answer I needed from her. She wasn’t asking him to forget.
In October, Malik asked to invite two friends over for his birthday. Ava offered to plan games. Monique asked what meal he wanted.
“Mom’s noodles,” he said.
“I can help Dad make them,” she replied.
Malik considered it, then nodded.
We used Tasha’s recipe book. Monique followed the instructions while Malik checked the amounts. Ava set the table. I cooked the noodles and, this time, watched the timer closely.
His friends arrived just as we finished.
The house grew noisy. Malik opened gifts, laughed with his friends, and showed them the painting on the dining-room wall. When it was time for cake, he made a wish without telling us what it was.
Later, after the guests left, he helped me stack plates.
“Good birthday?” I asked.
“Really good.”
He glanced toward the living room, where Ava and Monique were picking up game pieces.
“I’m glad they stayed,” he said.
“So am I.”
I knew there would still be awkward days and hard talks. What mattered was that Malik no longer had to hold them alone.
I asked whether he wanted to call Mrs. Brooks and tell her about the party. He ran to get his phone.
He spoke with her for twenty minutes. When he hung up, he told me she was coming for the holidays.
“We’ll need another chair,” he said.
May you like
“We have one.”
“Then we’ll use it.”