Chapter 6

A week later, Mia sent the first payment for my dress.
Dad showed me the transfer and asked where I wanted the money to go. I put it in my college savings account.
I did not thank Mia. Dad did not ask me to.
The full amount would take her months to repay. I knew the money couldn’t bring back graduation morning, but seeing her name beside the payment mattered. She had admitted the cost belonged to her.
Vanessa called Dad every evening. Sometimes he answered in his room. Sometimes he let it ring and called back later. I could hear the strain in his voice after each conversation.
One night, he asked me if I wanted to know what they were discussing.
“Only if it affects me.”
“It does. Vanessa wants Mia to come by and collect the rest of her things. I’ll be here, and you can stay with Grandma if you want.”
I thought about the last time Mia came for a textbook.
“I want my door locked before she arrives.”
“We can do that.”
Dad had installed a lock on my bedroom door after the college message. It wasn’t much to look at, but I liked hearing it click.
Mia came on Saturday morning with Vanessa. I was at Grandma’s house, helping her make lunch. Dad texted when they left.
All your things are where you left them.
I read the message twice.
Later, he told me Mia had looked into my room but hadn’t asked to enter. She had carried two boxes from her own room and gone back to Vanessa’s car.
“Did she say anything?” I asked.
“She asked if you got the grant.”
“I don’t know yet.”
“I told her it wasn’t her business unless you chose to tell her.”
The grant decision was due soon. I checked my email every morning before school and every afternoon when I got home from work.
When it finally arrived, my hands shook so badly that I asked Dad to open it with me.
The college had awarded enough to cover most of my housing costs. My bakery savings and Dad’s contribution would cover the rest.
I read the amount three times.
“We can do it?” I asked.
“We can do it.”
I called Grandma and Janelle. Then I called Mrs. Patel, who cheered so loudly I had to hold the phone away from my ear.
That evening, Dad ordered pizza. We ate at the kitchen table while I looked through photographs of residence halls.
He told me Vanessa had asked to meet him the next day. He didn’t want to keep it from me.
“I’m going to tell her I want us to live separately for now,” he said. “We’ll decide what happens to the marriage after we’ve had more time.”
I set down my slice. “Is that because of me?”
“No. I’m responsible for my marriage. I’ve heard Vanessa tell me, more than once, that Mia’s feelings matter more than what Mia has done. I need to understand whether she’s willing to change that.”
“She said Mia was wrong at the house.”
“She did. Then she asked you to stop talking about the college message before Mia would apologize.”
I remembered standing on the stairs while Dad and Vanessa argued during the first year they were married. He had tried so hard to make the four of us feel like a family. I used to think that meant I shouldn’t complain.
“Were you happy before this?” I asked.
“Sometimes,” he said. “There were things I should have faced sooner.”
I took another bite because I didn’t know what else to do.
Two days later, Vanessa came to the bakery near closing time.
I was wiping the counter. Mrs. Patel was in the back.
Vanessa stood on the customer side, holding her purse with both hands.
“I didn’t come to cause trouble,” she said. “I wanted to congratulate you on the grant.”
I didn’t tell her how I’d heard. I hadn’t told Mia.
“Dad told you?”
“Yes.”
“What else do you want?”
She looked hurt. “I’ve helped raise you for seven years.”
I put down the cloth. “You watched me search for the form.”
Vanessa’s eyes dropped.
“I should have told you Mia had it.”
“Yes.”
“I thought I could handle her without another fight.”
“She cut up the form.”
“I know.”
“You knew she was trying to stop me going to college, and you still waited.”
Mrs. Patel came out of the back. She stopped beside me but let me speak.
Vanessa glanced at her. “Could we talk somewhere private?”
“I’m at work,” I said. “I can’t.”
Vanessa took a breath. “I’m sorry, Aaliyah. I should have protected what mattered to you.”
I had wanted to hear that for weeks. Hearing it didn’t make me ready to stand closer to her.
“I need to finish my shift.”
She nodded and left.
Mrs. Patel waited until the door closed. “Do you need me to call your dad?”
“No. I’ll tell him when I get home.”
That night, I did. Dad listened without interrupting.
“She should have asked before coming to your work,” he said.
“I told her the truth.”
“I’m glad you could.”
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Before bed, I opened my savings account. The grant would get me to campus, and Mia’s payments were going into books and supplies.
My future no longer depended on whether she decided to leave my things alone.