Chapter 6

I waited until morning to open Mom’s letter.
Dad made breakfast and left me alone at the drawing desk. I could hear him moving in the kitchen, close enough that I could call him if I needed him.
The letter was dated during Mom’s last winter.
She wrote about how I used to insist that every picture needed a door. Even when I drew a castle in the middle of the ocean, I added a door big enough for everyone inside to come and go.
She told me she hoped I would always know I could choose who came through mine.
I read that line again and again.
The letter did not mention Tara. Mom had never met her. Yet it spoke to the part of me that had been afraid to object when someone opened my drawers, took my things, or told me what I was allowed to say.
At the end, Mom wrote that loving Dad and her would never leave less room for anyone good who entered our lives.
I carried the letter downstairs.
Dad read it while I sat beside him. When he finished, he wiped his eyes.
“She knew exactly how to talk to you,” he said.
“I wish I could ask her things now.”
“So do I.”
We spent the weekend sorting through the boxes. I put some of Mom’s things in my room and chose a few photographs for the living room. Dad found a recipe for the soup she made whenever either of us was sick.
On Sunday afternoon, Tara called.
Dad answered in the kitchen. He listened for a long time, then asked whether I wanted to speak with her.
“About what?”
“She says she wants to apologize without explaining it away.”
I wasn’t ready.
“Please tell her I heard what she said at the house. I need time.”
Dad passed that along. He did not try to change my mind.
The following week, I met Elena after school to buy supplies for the summer program. I told her what had been in the storage unit. She hugged me beside a shelf of sketchpads.
“I’m glad you got it back,” she said.
“Me too.”
“Is Tara moving back?”
“I don’t know.”
It was the first time I had said that without feeling I needed to manage Dad’s feelings about his marriage.
That evening, he told me he and Tara had started meeting with a counselor separately. He was also considering whether they could stay married.
“Do you want her back?” I asked.
“I don’t know if living together is right for us. I’m not making that choice until I understand why I let you carry this alone.”
I looked down at the new pencils in my hand.
“You believed me about the money.”
“After she went through your room.”
“Yes.”
“I’ve been thinking about the moment you asked me to check. You sounded sure you hadn’t taken it, but you also sounded as if you expected a search.”
I nodded.
“I did.”
“I never want you to feel you have to prove you deserve to be believed.”
We sat quietly for a while.
Two days later, Tara came by while I was at school to collect more clothes. Dad told me before I got home. He said she had seen Mom’s desk in my room but had not gone inside.
I was relieved. I was also angry that respecting a closed door now felt like news.
A letter arrived for me on Friday. The art program had increased my scholarship after another grant became available. I could go without taking extra babysitting jobs during the school year.
I called Elena. Then I ran downstairs to tell Dad.
He lifted me off the floor in a hug.
“Mom would be so proud,” he said.
“I think so.”
Before I could put the letter away, Dad’s phone rang.
He listened, and his smile vanished.
When he ended the call, he told me the storage company had checked the unit’s records at his request.
“There was another person listed as authorized to enter,” he said.
“Who?”
“Tara’s sister, Denise.”
I remembered Denise calling the day Tara claimed to be with her. I remembered Tara’s face when the storage payment failed.
“Did Denise know what was in there?”
“I’m going to ask her.”
Dad made the call in front of me.
May you like
Denise answered on the second ring. When Dad mentioned the storage unit, she grew quiet.
Then she said, “Marcus, I thought Maya knew.”