Surprise

Chapter 5

Dad waited until I had gone upstairs before he asked Tara about the storage unit.

I wasn’t trying to listen. Their voices carried through the vent beside my desk.

“What do you keep there?” he asked.

“Some old furniture.”

“Why didn’t you tell me you were paying for it?”

“It was mine before we married.”

There was a long pause.

“Then why are you upset about the payment?”

“I’ll take care of it.”

Dad came to my door an hour later. He said he and Tara were going to sort out a financial problem. He didn’t ask me to help or tell me it was my fault.

That was new enough to make me uneasy.

The next morning, Tara left early. Dad drove me to school, and I asked if things were all right.

“I don’t know yet,” he said. “I’ll tell you what affects you.”

I appreciated the answer. I also spent the whole day wondering.

When I got home, Dad was waiting with two cups of tea. Tara had gone to see her sister.

“The unit holds some of your mom’s things,” he said.

I set down my backpack.

“What?”

“I went there with Tara today. She put boxes there when she cleared the garage last year.”

I thought of the quilt and the clay bowl. We had found one box. There had been more.

“She told you I wanted them gone?”

“Yes.”

“Why didn’t you ask me?”

Dad accepted the question without defending himself.

“I trusted what she said, and I should have asked you.”

“What’s in the boxes?”

“I didn’t open them without you.”

I gripped the warm cup.

“Can we go now?”

He picked up his keys.

The storage unit was small. The door rolled up to reveal five labeled boxes, a sewing machine, and Mom’s old wooden drawing desk.

For a moment, I couldn’t move.

The desk had stood beside the living room window when I was little. Mom let me sit at it when she worked, though my feet couldn’t reach the floor.

I had asked where it went. Tara told me Dad had donated it because the wood was damaged.

I touched the edge. There was a scratch from where I had dragged a metal ruler across it at eight years old. I would have known that desk anywhere.

Dad’s face was pale.

“Tara told me it had already been picked up,” he said.

We opened the boxes together.

There were Mom’s sketchbooks, a coat, kitchen recipes written on cards, and a folder of letters she had saved from relatives. In the last box, wrapped in a towel, was a small red tin.

Inside were the colored pencils she used to share with me. A note in her handwriting lay beneath them.

For Maya, whenever she’s ready to make something beautiful.

I read it once. Then I sat on the concrete floor and cried.

Dad sat beside me.

“I’m bringing everything home,” he said.

I shook my head, wiping my face.

“I want to choose where it goes.”

“Of course.”

We carried the boxes to the car. The desk would need a second trip.

On the drive home, Dad told me Tara had fallen behind on the storage payments. She had kept paying because she didn’t know how to admit what was inside.

“That doesn’t make sense,” I said. “She could have given it back anytime.”

“I told her that.”

“Did she say why she didn’t?”

“She said seeing your mom’s things in the house made her feel she would never belong.”

I looked out the window.

Mom had belonged there before any of us knew Tara. Her things were not a challenge to someone else’s place.

At home, Dad and I placed the boxes in the living room. Tara returned while we were carrying in the last one.

She saw the sketchbooks in my hands.

“I was going to tell you,” she said.

“You said the desk was donated.”

“I thought you’d stopped asking about it.”

“I stopped because you told me it was gone.”

Dad closed the front door behind her.

“I need some time apart,” he said.

Tara stared at him.

“Over furniture?”

“Over the lies.”

“I didn’t sell anything. I kept it safe.”

“You kept it from Maya.”

Tara looked at me.

“I’m sorry.”

I wanted to ask whether she would have told us if the payment hadn’t failed. I already knew her answer wouldn’t help me.

Dad told Tara she could stay with Denise while they decided what to do. He spoke calmly. She argued, then cried, then packed a bag.

I stayed in my room until she left.

That night, Dad carried Mom’s desk upstairs with Michael, our neighbor, helping at the other end. They placed it beneath my window.

When I opened one of the sketchbooks, an envelope slipped out. My name was written across it in Mom’s handwriting.

Dad stepped back.

“I’ve never seen that,” he said.

May you like

I held the envelope against my chest.

For the first time that week, I wanted the whole house to be quiet.

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