Chapter 7
I couldn't stop thinking about those words.
Simone was still alive.
For eight years, I'd believed she died instantly.
That was what I'd been told.
It was the explanation I'd repeated to Jordan when he was little.
I told him his mother hadn't suffered.
I told him the accident happened too quickly for anyone to help.
I thought those words would comfort him.
Now I wondered whether I'd been repeating something that wasn't true.
I sat in Rachel's office the next morning.
My hands were shaking.
"Are investigators sure?"
She spoke carefully.
"Daniel's statement is one piece of evidence. Medical records and the original investigation need to be reviewed."
I nodded.
"Okay."
She continued.
"He claims Claire told him she saw movement inside the other vehicle."
My stomach tightened.
"And she still left?"
"That's what he says."
I closed my eyes.
For several seconds, I couldn't breathe.
Then I asked, "Did she call an ambulance?"
Rachel shook her head.
"Investigators have not identified a call from her."
I stared at the floor.
The thought was unbearable.
Simone had been hurt.
Alone.
And someone who could have called for help had apparently driven away.
I felt tears rolling down my face.
Rachel waited quietly.
Then I whispered, "I need to tell Jordan."
She nodded.
"But do it with support."
I understood.
That afternoon, Jordan and I met with Dr. Miles.
I explained what investigators had reported.
Jordan listened without interrupting.
Then his face went completely pale.
"Mom was alive?"
I swallowed.
"That's what one witness claims."
He stared at me.
For several seconds, he didn't move.
Then he began shaking.
"She could've been saved."
Dr. Miles spoke gently.
"We don't know that."
Jordan looked toward her.
His eyes were filled with tears.
She continued.
"The medical evidence hasn't established whether earlier help would have changed the outcome."
He covered his face.
I moved beside him.
He began sobbing.
"Why didn't she stop?"
I held him.
"I don't know, son."
His voice broke.
"Why didn't anybody help my mom?"
For a long time, I couldn't answer.
There was no explanation that could make it acceptable.
No words that could return Simone.
So I held him.
And let him cry.
After the session, we drove to the cemetery.
Jordan asked to visit his mother's grave.
We brought white roses.
Her favorite.
The cemetery was quiet.
The afternoon sun shone through the trees.
Jordan knelt beside the headstone.
SIMONE BENNETT.
BELOVED MOTHER, DAUGHTER, AND FRIEND.
He placed the flowers carefully.
Then whispered, "Mom, I'm sorry."
My heart broke.
I knelt beside him.
"Son—"
He shook his head.
"I should've looked sooner."
I gently touched his shoulder.
"No."
He looked at me.
"You were a child."
His eyes filled.
I continued.
"You didn't owe your mother an investigation."
He began crying again.
"She deserved better."
I nodded.
"She did."
For a long time, we sat beside her grave.
Then Jordan took a breath.
"I want to remember her happy."
I smiled sadly.
"Then tell me something happy."
He thought for a moment.
Then laughed through his tears.
"She used to make terrible pancakes."
I smiled.
"She really did."
He laughed harder.
"They were always burned."
I nodded.
"But she insisted they were crispy."
Jordan grinned.
For a moment, I could almost hear Simone laughing.
And I realized something.
The truth about her death mattered.
Justice mattered.
But her life had been much bigger than the final moments.
She was kind.
Funny.
Stubborn.
A devoted mother.
And I didn't want Jordan's memories of her swallowed by what happened that night.
We spent the next hour telling stories.
The time she accidentally dyed a white shirt pink.
The day she taught Jordan to ride his bicycle.
The birthday when she hid his presents in the oven.
By the time we left, Jordan looked exhausted.
But calmer.
Then, over the following months, the legal case moved forward.
Investigators examined the original accident reconstruction.
The repair records.
The phone records.
The witness statements.
And Daniel's account.
A medical expert reviewed Simone's injuries.
The findings couldn't establish with certainty whether an earlier emergency call would have saved her.
That uncertainty hurt.
But it didn't erase the seriousness of leaving the scene.
Claire's attorney disputed parts of the evidence.
Daniel's attorney negotiated separately.
And prosecutors prepared the case.
Meanwhile, I began divorce proceedings.
Not because I wanted revenge.
Because my marriage had been built around a truth Claire deliberately withheld.
I couldn't continue living with someone who'd concealed her role in Simone's death while helping raise our son.
The relationship had become impossible.
Maya struggled with the separation.
Some days, she cried for her mother.
Other days, she was angry.
Her therapist helped her understand that she could love Claire without excusing what happened.
I reinforced that message.
One evening, Maya sat beside me.
"Daddy?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I still love Mommy?"
My throat tightened.
"Of course."
She looked relieved.
"Even if she did something bad?"
I nodded.
"Love doesn't mean pretending people are perfect."
She thought about that.
Then whispered, "Can Jordan still love me?"
I smiled gently.
"He already does."
She began crying.
I hugged her.
For a long time, we sat quietly.
Then she looked up.
"Daddy, I don't want to lie anymore."
My eyes filled.
"Then don't."
She nodded.
"I won't."
That evening, Jordan came downstairs carrying an old photograph album.
He sat beside Maya.
"Want to see pictures of my mom?"
She looked surprised.
"Really?"
He nodded.
"Yeah."
They opened the album together.
I watched from the doorway.
Jordan pointed at a photograph.
"That's her teaching me to swim."
Maya smiled.
"She was pretty."
He nodded.
"She was."
Then Maya whispered, "I'm sorry I never knew her."
Jordan looked at her.
For a moment, he seemed sad.
Then he smiled.
"I think she would've liked you."
Maya began crying.
He hugged her.
And I realized something beautiful.
My children weren't letting the past destroy their relationship.
They were choosing kindness.
But the following morning, Rachel called with news that made my stomach tighten.
"Marcus, Daniel has entered a plea agreement."
I sat upright.
"And Claire?"
"Her case is moving toward trial."
I took a breath.
Then Rachel continued.
"Daniel has agreed to testify about what happened after the collision."
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I closed my eyes.
For the first time, I felt the truth might finally survive every attempt to hide it.
