Surprise

Chapter 9

Pascal met Vivian with his counselor’s advice in mind: listen, ask what she wanted, and decide for himself.

He took an adviser with him. I stayed with Noah.

When Pascal called afterward, his voice was steady.

“I told her I won’t say Rosa misunderstood me.”

“Did she offer your job back anyway?”

“No.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I need work. I can look for it without giving a false account.”

He came to Simone’s later and told me more. Vivian had said he was abandoning the family company for people who would never put him first. He had reminded her Andre was Noah’s father and Rosa was her employee.

“She said I’ve changed since I met you,” Pascal told me.

“Have you?”

“Yes,” he said. “I became Noah’s stepfather. I thought that meant I had to be the most important man in his life. I can see how frightened I was of coming second.”

“I never ranked you.”

“I did it to myself. Then I made you both live with it.”

I reached across the table and took his hand. It was the first time I had done that since the hospital call.

Our counseling sessions were difficult. I told him how it felt to find Noah’s bag on the porch. He told me he had packed it while Noah slept and had regretted it as soon as he saw him at breakfast.

“Why didn’t you bring it back inside?” I asked.

“I was still trying to make you understand how hurt I was.”

Hearing him admit that hurt. It also gave us somewhere honest to begin.

The counselor helped us agree on what would happen when either of us needed space. Noah would stay in his home unless I chose another place for him. Neither of us would use his belongings or his relationship with Andre in an argument. Pascal would speak to me directly when he felt left out, and I would make time to listen.

I still stayed with Simone.

Meanwhile, Andre grew stronger. He moved from a walker to a cane. The doctors expected a long recovery, but he could make breakfast, help Noah with homework, and laugh at his own terrible jokes again.

Ms. Brooks told him the company’s workers’ compensation claim was moving forward. An outside investigation found Martin had approved the platform for use without a completed repair. Harrow also had to correct its safety records and address Rosa’s treatment after she reported the earlier failure.

Martin lost his supervisory position. The company faced penalties and orders to fix its procedures. Vivian remained the owner, but she could no longer make the problem vanish by calling it a misunderstanding.

I wanted Andre to hear the findings before Noah heard adults talking about them. Leila and I sat with him while Ms. Brooks explained what had been established and what still needed to be resolved.

“I kept wondering if I missed something,” Andre said.

“You reported the failure,” Ms. Brooks told him. “Rosa confirms it.”

He nodded. His hands shook a little around his cup.

Later, I found him on his porch. He was looking at the street where Noah was learning to ride his bicycle again after winter.

“You believed me before they did,” he said.

“I knew you wanted to come home to Noah.”

“I did. I do.”

He asked about Pascal. I told him we were talking and that Pascal had refused Vivian’s request to change his account.

“That must have cost him,” Andre said.

“It did.”

“I hope he finds work somewhere that lets him sleep at night.”

I carried those words with me. Andre had every reason to resent Pascal, yet he could see him clearly.

Pascal found another job a month later with a smaller company across town. He showed Noah the offer letter, not because Noah needed to understand it, but because he wanted to share good news.

“Does that mean you’ll be home after school again?” Noah asked.

“Most days.”

I was at the table with them. Noah looked at me, waiting for the rest.

Pascal looked too.

“I’m ready for us to spend more time at home,” I said. “We’ll start with weekends.”

Noah threw his arms around me.

That night, after he was asleep at Simone’s, I stood with Pascal on our front porch. The place where the suitcase had stood was empty. He followed my gaze.

“I know you remember it every time you come here,” he said.

“I do.”

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“I’ll keep doing what I can to make this door feel different.”

I took out my key. He stepped aside and let me open it.

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