Chapter 3

I read the lender’s letter three times before the words settled into meaning.
The application had been submitted eleven days earlier.
It named me as the borrower.
I had never spoken to that lender.
Ethan stood in Ruth’s study with his hands in his pockets.
“What did you do?” I asked.
“It was an inquiry,” he said.
“Then why does it say application?”
“We needed to see what we qualified for.”
“We?”
“Lauren and I have expenses coming.”
Mara looked up from the letter.
“It appears to use Claire’s name and this property as security,” she said.
Ethan took a step toward her.
“I filled in some information. Nothing was approved.”
“Did Claire authorize you to apply?” Mara asked.
He did not answer.
From the hall, I heard Margaret calling for Lauren to sit down. A chair scraped across the floor. The sounds came from my house, yet I felt like a visitor standing in its most familiar room.
“Did you sign my name?” I asked.
Ethan’s expression changed.
“Claire, I was going to tell you.”
“When?”
“I hadn’t finished it.”
“Did you sign my name?”
“Yes.”
The room went quiet.
He spoke quickly after that. His business had lost two clients. He had borrowed money to cover payroll. A loan against the house would give him time to repay everything before anyone found out.
“You were going to put my home at risk without telling me,” I said.
“I knew I could make the payments.”
“You didn’t know if you could pay your staff.”
“That’s why I needed the loan.”
Mara asked him not to destroy or alter anything relating to the application. She wanted the lender’s name and the contact information he had used.
He gave her the letter and said he could send the rest later.
“No,” I said. “Now.”
He looked at me as if he had forgotten I could insist.
He took out his phone and forwarded the messages to Mara.
Nathan appeared at the study door. He had been speaking with Lauren downstairs. When Mara showed him the letter, his face became grave.
“We should leave this for a moment,” he told me. “I want the office to contact the lender before the application moves any further.”
“I want to stay.”
“You can. We’ll make the calls from here if you prefer.”
I looked around Ruth’s study. Her old reading lamp still stood beside the window.
“Here,” I said.
While Nathan called, I went downstairs.
Lauren sat at the dining table. Margaret had placed a glass of water in front of her. Neither of them touched it.
“Did you know about the loan?” I asked.
Lauren’s eyes filled.
“I knew he was trying to get financing for the business. I didn’t know he’d used your name.”
Margaret scoffed.
“He wouldn’t have needed to if Claire had supported him.”
I turned to her.
“Did you know?”
“I knew he was under pressure.”
“That wasn’t my question.”
Margaret looked away.
Lauren pressed a hand against her stomach.
“Ethan told me the house was his inheritance from Ruth,” she said.
“Ruth was my aunt.”
“I know that now.”
“I’m asking whether you knew he applied for a loan using my name.”
“No.”
I believed she was frightened. I could not yet decide what else I believed.
Mara came downstairs with Nathan. They had spoken to the lender, which had paused the application while it reviewed the authorization. Nathan advised me to make a formal report about the signature and to check my credit records.
I nodded.
Ethan followed them into the room.
“This is getting out of hand,” he said.
“You put my name on a loan application,” I told him.
“I’ve admitted it.”
“You told me to take $2,500 and disappear last night.”
“That was cruel. I’m sorry.”
For a moment, I saw the man who had held my hand at Ruth’s funeral. Then he glanced at Nathan, anxious to see whether the apology had changed anything.
I understood why he had said it.
Nathan suggested a written arrangement for the house. Ethan and Lauren would leave by the end of the week. Until then, they would have access to the guest room and kitchen, and I would be able to enter any part of my home. Margaret would collect her things that afternoon and return to her own place.
I did not want to live under the same roof as any of them. I also did not want Lauren pushed into the rain while she was pregnant. A week gave them time to find somewhere else.
Ethan signed. Lauren signed after reading every line.
Margaret refused to sign anything because she did not live there. Nathan told her she did not need to.
While Daniel restored my access to the front door, I carried Ruth’s document box to my car. Lauren came out behind me.
“I am sorry about the robe,” she said.
I shut the trunk.
“Keep your apology for something that matters more.”
She took that without arguing.
At the hospital, my father was sitting up and complaining about the food. I told him I had some trouble at home and would explain when I knew more.
He took my hand.
“Whatever it is, don’t face it alone.”
I promised I wouldn’t.
That evening, Nathan called with news from the lender. An appointment had been made to verify the loan the following week. The contact number supplied for me was not mine.
“Whose is it?” I asked.
“We’re trying to confirm.”
After we hung up, I checked the copy of Ethan’s forwarded application.
The number looked familiar.
May you like
I searched my contacts and found it under one name.
Margaret.