Chapter 7

Bethany saw Rosie for the first time in months at the courthouse.
Rosie was not supposed to pass near her. We had been given a separate place to wait, and Daniel was walking us there when a door opened at the far end of the hall.
Bethany stepped out with her attorney.
Rosie saw her and stopped.
I lifted my daughter before Bethany could speak. Daniel moved beside us. A court employee noticed what had happened and guided Bethany down another corridor.
Rosie’s hands gripped my shirt.
“Why is she here?”
“The adults are talking about what happened,” I said. “You don’t have to talk to her.”
She rested her head on my shoulder. Her breathing slowed as we reached the waiting room.
Rosie had already spoken with a trained interviewer. We had been told she would not need to tell her story again that day. Daniel stayed with her while I met my attorney.
I was afraid of hearing my parents speak. I had spent months imagining Dad dismissing Rosie’s cries and Mom shrinking into silence beside him.
Lena came with Aaron. When she saw me, she hugged me so hard I nearly lost my balance.
“Rosie okay?” she asked.
“She saw your mom in the hall. She’s with Daniel now.”
Lena’s face fell.
“She didn’t have to see her.”
“I know. She’s safe.”
I asked how Lena was feeling.
“Scared,” she said. “But I remember what I saw.”
We went inside.
I listened while the video was discussed and the people who had been there described the evening. Lena spoke clearly, though her voice shook when she said Rosie had called for me from behind the door.
Mom told the truth. She admitted that she had opened the storage room, seen Rosie’s face, and heard my father tell her to say Rosie fell. I watched her keep her eyes on the person asking the questions rather than on Dad.
My father said he had wanted everyone calm. When asked about throwing the glass, he said he had lost his temper.
“I had Rosie in my arms,” I said when it was my turn. “I turned to cover her head. The glass hit the doorway behind us.”
I also answered questions about striking Bethany. I had already accepted responsibility for that act. I wanted every fact in the room, including the one that reflected badly on me.
Bethany’s attorney argued that she had played a foolish game and had not intended to injure Rosie. I listened to that phrase—foolish game—and saw my daughter standing in our hallway, asking whether her mother would be angry if she didn’t enter a dark room.
When I was invited to speak about Rosie, I told them what changed after that night. The nightmares. The fear of the doorbell. The visits with Dr. Ellis. I told them how hard she worked to feel comfortable in her own home.
I did not say she was broken. She wasn’t.
Afterward, we waited in separate rooms. Lena sat beside me and twisted a tissue in her hands.
“Did I say enough?” she asked.
“You told them what you saw.”
“I almost didn’t record it.”
“You did.”
She looked toward the door. “Grandpa won’t talk to me now.”
“That hurts, doesn’t it?”
“Yes.” Tears filled her eyes. “I thought he loved me.”
I put an arm around her shoulders.
“I believe he does. He also made choices that hurt you. You don’t have to pretend those choices were all right.”
Aaron came for her soon after. He told me Lena would go home with him and rest.
The decision that day confirmed Bethany could not contact Rosie. Further proceedings would address what she had done. My father was also held responsible for his actions at the doorway. There were steps still ahead, but Rosie’s safety no longer depended on convincing my family to agree about that night.
I found Daniel and Rosie in the waiting room. They had made a paper hat for her rabbit. It kept falling over one ear.
“Can we go home?” she asked.
“Yes.”
Outside, Mom stood near the steps. She didn’t come closer.
Rosie noticed her. She held my hand tightly.
“Can Grandma see me?”
“If you want her to.”
“Not today.”
I nodded. Mom heard her and accepted it. She raised one hand in a small wave, then let us pass.
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In the car, Rosie asked for the fox book. Daniel said he would read every character in a different voice. She told him his fox voice was terrible.
He agreed and did it anyway.