Chapter 4

Dad did not leave with Marissa.
For the first time since I had known her, she looked shocked.
âDaniel,â she said sharply. âWe are going.â
Dad stood on our porch like a man finally seeing the trap around his ankles.
âNo.â
Marissa blinked.
âWhat did you say?â
âI said no.â
Tyler stared at him.
Lily stared too.
So did I.
Dadâs voice shook, but he kept going.
âYou made me believe Tyler needed me there more than Ethan did.â
Marissa folded her arms.
âI didnât make you do anything.â
âNo. You didnât. I chose it. Thatâs on me.â
She nodded like she had won.
Then Dad added, âBut you knew what you were doing.â
Her face hardened.
âCareful.â
âOr what?â
The question surprised all of us.
Maybe Dad most of all.
Marissaâs voice dropped.
âDonât embarrass me in front of them.â
Mom laughed once.
âOh, now embarrassment matters?â
Marissa ignored her.
She looked at Dad.
âAfter everything Iâve done for you, youâre going to stand here and accuse me?â
Dad looked tired.
âWhat have you done for me?â
âI gave you a home when Claire threw you out.â
Mom stepped forward.
âI did not throw him out. He left after cheating.â
My stomach dropped.
Lily whispered, âWhat?â
Dad closed his eyes.
I looked at Mom.
Then at Dad.
The air changed.
That was the thing about family lies.
They never stayed in their boxes.
Marissa smiled.
âOh. They didnât know?â
Momâs face went pale.
Dad said, âMarissa, stop.â
But she was already bleeding poison.
âYour father didnât just move on after the divorce. He moved on before it.â
I looked at Dad.
My voice came out flat.
âIs that true?â
Dadâs silence answered.
I stepped back.
For months after the divorce, he told us the same line.
Sometimes adults stop being good together.
I had believed him.
I had even defended him to Mom once.
Now I felt stupid.
Momâs eyes filled.
âI was waiting until you were older.â
âIâm seventeen,â I said.
âI know.â
Dad took a step toward me.
âEthan, I made a terrible mistake.â
âWhich one?â
He flinched.
âBecause Iâm losing track.â
Marissa grabbed Tylerâs arm.
âCome on.â
Tyler pulled away.
âI want to stay.â
She stared at him.
âNo, you donât.â
âYes, I do.â
His voice was shaking, but he stood straighter.
âI want to tell Ethan Iâm sorry.â
âYou have nothing to apologize for.â
âYes, I do. You used me.â
That sentence hit her like a slap.
Dad looked at Tyler with grief written all over his face.
The kid wiped his eyes fast.
âI liked when you came to my games,â he told Dad. âBut not if it made Ethan sad.â
Dadâs face broke.
âIâm sorry, Tyler.â
Marissaâs expression went cold.
âGet in the car. Now.â
Tyler looked at Dad.
Then at me.
Then at Mom.
Mom sighed.
âHe can sit inside until things calm down.â
Marissa snapped, âAbsolutely not.â
Momâs voice turned steel.
âYou brought a child into a confrontation on my property. He is not your prop.â
For one second, I saw why Dad had loved her once.
Mom could be quiet for months, then cut through a room like lightning.
Marissa reached for Tyler again.
He stepped behind Dad.
That did it.
Marissaâs mask slipped.
âYou ungrateful little brat.â
Tyler flinched.
Dad turned on her.
âDo not talk to him like that.â
She laughed.
âYouâre defending him now? After your son poisoned him against me?â
I had barely spoken to Tyler.
But in Marissaâs story, someone always had to be guilty except her.
Dad said, âLeave.â
Marissa stared.
âWhat?â
âGo home.â
âOur home?â
âMy apartment,â he said. âAnd Iâll come get my things tomorrow.â
Her face went white.
âYouâre choosing them?â
Dad looked at me.
Then Lily.
Then Tyler.
âNo,â he said quietly. âIâm choosing to stop making children pay for adult selfishness.â
Marissaâs eyes filled with tears.
For a second, she looked wounded.
Then she looked at me.
âThis is your fault.â
I almost laughed.
âNo. Iâm just the one who stopped pretending.â
She left alone.
Tyler stayed on our couch for two hours while Dad called his grandmother to pick him up.
His grandmother arrived angry at Marissa, apologetic to Mom, kind to Tyler, and confused by all of us.
Before Tyler left, he stood in front of me.
âI really am sorry.â
I nodded.
âYou told her he should come to my game?â
âYeah.â
âThanks.â
âIt didnât work.â
âStill.â
He looked down.
âI watched your touchdown online. It was awesome.â
That should have felt good.
Instead, it hurt.
âThanks.â
After he left, Dad stood in the foyer.
Nobody knew what to do with him.
Mom finally said, âYou can sleep in the guest room tonight. One night. Because youâve been drinking and I donât want you driving.â
Dad nodded.
âThank you.â
Lily whispered, âIs Dad coming back?â
Nobody answered.
That night, I lay awake with too many new truths.
Dad missed the championship.
Dad cheated before the divorce.
Marissa used Tyler.
Tyler was not my enemy.
Mom had protected us from one truth and accidentally made room for another lie.
At 2 a.m., I heard Dad crying in the guest room.
I did not go to him.
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But I did not hate him as cleanly as I had the night before.
That made everything harder.