Chapter 2

Dad came over the next morning.
I knew because Lily saw his truck through the front window and ran to tell Mom.
I stayed in my room.
My shoulder was swollen.
My ribs hurt.
My phone had three hundred messages from teammates, coaches, and classmates.
I answered none.
All I could see was Dadâs smile in that photo.
Family shows up.
The doorbell rang.
Mom opened the door.
I heard Dadâs voice.
âClaire, I need to talk to him.â
Momâs voice was colder than I had ever heard it.
âHe doesnât want to talk to you.â
âIâm his father.â
âThen you should know why.â
Silence.
Then Dad sighed.
That sigh.
The one he used when he thought everyone else was being emotional and he was the only adult in the room.
âI made a mistake.â
Mom laughed.
Not kindly.
âYou missed his state championship.â
âI said I made a mistake.â
âNo, Daniel. A mistake is taking the wrong exit. You made a choice.â
I sat on the edge of my bed.
My door was cracked.
I could hear everything.
Dad lowered his voice.
âMarissa is trying to blend the families. Tyler has had a rough time since his dad left.â
Mom said, âYour sonâs father left too. He just did it while still living ten miles away.â
That hit so hard I stood.
Downstairs, Dad said nothing.
Lilyâs voice came next.
âYou didnât come.â
I froze.
Mom whispered, âLily, sweetheartââ
But Lily kept going.
âYou promised Ethan. He kept looking.â
Dadâs voice broke a little.
âLilyâŠâ
âHe scored and looked for you. Mom cried.â
I opened my door.
Dad stood in the foyer holding a gift bag.
He looked up at me.
I saw surprise first.
Then guilt.
Then something like defense building behind his eyes.
âHey, champ.â
âDonât call me that.â
He flinched.
I came down the stairs slowly.
The house felt too small for all the things nobody had said since the divorce.
Dad lifted the bag.
âI brought something.â
I stared at it.
âYou missed the game and brought a bag.â
His face tightened.
âItâs a custom display case for your medal.â
âMy medal doesnât need a case. It needed you in a seat.â
Mom looked away.
Dad set the bag down.
âI know youâre hurt.â
âNo. You donât.â
âI do.â
âNo, you know Iâm angry. You donât know hurt.â
His jaw clenched.
âEthan, Iâm trying.â
âTrying wouldâve been showing up.â
âI was at a childâs game.â
âSo was Mom.â
âThatâs not the same.â
âBecause Iâm yours?â
His mouth closed.
There it was.
The truth neither of us wanted.
He had treated Tyler like a child who needed love and me like a finished project.
Lily stood beside Mom, clutching her pajama sleeves.
Dad crouched slightly.
âLily, Iâm sorry I upset you.â
She stepped behind Mom.
âYou didnât upset me. You hurt Ethan.â
Dad looked like that sentence knocked the air out of him.
Good.
It should.
Then his phone rang.
Marissa.
I saw the name from the stairs.
He silenced it.
It rang again.
He silenced it again.
Then a text popped up.
Are you still at Claireâs? Tyler is asking why you left breakfast.
I almost laughed.
Even now.
Even here.
Someone else was waiting for him to return.
Dad turned the phone face down.
Too late.
I had seen enough.
âGo.â
âEthan.â
âGo to breakfast.â
âI came here for you.â
âNo. You came here because you felt guilty. Thereâs a difference.â
His eyes reddened.
âThatâs not fair.â
âYou keep saying that.â
Mom stepped forward.
âDaniel, maybe you should leave.â
He looked at her.
Then at Lily.
Then at me.
His voice softened.
âCan we talk later?â
I wanted to say yes.
That was the awful part.
Some part of me still wanted him to fix it.
Still wanted him to show up so badly I almost handed him another chance right there.
But I remembered the empty seat.
I remembered the post.
I remembered Dad saying I was almost an adult.
âI donât know,â I said.
He nodded like I had punched him.
Maybe I had.
After he left, Mom sat beside me on the stairs.
âIâm sorry,â she said.
âYou didnât do it.â
âNo. But I chose him once.â
I looked at her.
She had never said anything like that.
Mom stared at the door.
âWhen your father and I divorced, I told myself if I stayed calm, you kids would be okay. I didnât want to make you choose sides.â
âYou didnât.â
âNo. But maybe I made it too easy for him to choose when parenting was convenient.â
I did not know what to say.
Lily climbed into my lap even though I was too bruised for it.
I let her anyway.
That afternoon, Coach Reynolds came by with game footage and college scout messages.
âYouâve got calls to return,â he said.
I nodded.
He looked at Mom, then at me.
âYou okay?â
I almost lied.
Then I said, âNo.â
Coach sat down across from me.
âGood. Then we wonât pretend. You had the best game of your life, and someone who shouldâve seen it didnât. That matters.â
My throat tightened.
He slid a flash drive across the table.
âBut the game still happened. Donât let his absence steal your win.â
After he left, I watched the footage.
The touchdown.
The dogpile.
The trophy.
Then the camera caught me looking into the stands.
Again.
Again.
Again.
By the third time, I turned it off.
My phone buzzed from an unknown number.
It was a screenshot.
Marissa had posted again.
A photo of Dad, Tyler, and her at breakfast.
Caption:
Real dads show up where theyâre needed most.
Below it, someone had commented:
What about his actual sonâs championship?
Marissa replied:
Some boys need attention. Some young men need to grow up.
My hands shook.
Mom took the phone from me.
Her face went pale with rage.
Then another message came.
From Dad.
Please donât respond to Marissa. Sheâs upset.
I looked at Mom.
May you like
For the first time, I did not feel like crying.
I felt done.