Chapter 8

Priya asked Mr. Alvarez to describe the woman.
He remembered a red coat, a silver car, and a name that sounded like “Nina.” He had seen her at the old house the day after the owner sent the early move offer. She told him she was picking up papers for Nia.
I had no idea who she was.
Nia thought for a moment. “The owner’s assistant is named Nina. I met her once when the kitchen tap broke.”
Priya contacted Martin. By the next afternoon, the owner’s office confirmed that Nina had been responsible for delivering the offer. She had stopped coming to work shortly after the check was cashed.
The bank’s investigation continued. Priya told Nia to let them handle it and focus on getting the terms of her move corrected.
Nia did her best.
She went to work. She unpacked boxes. She helped Ava make a paper frame for the drawing of the whale. Some evenings, I could see how hard she was trying to be present while she waited for the phone to ring.
The children saw it too.
One Thursday, Ava asked me whether money could make people disappear.
I put down the dish I was drying. “Why do you ask?”
“Mom was talking about money, and she got quiet. I don’t want our new house to disappear.”
“The person who rents it to your mom gave her a lease,” I said. “We’re making sure the problem with the old house gets fixed.”
“Will you help?”
“Yes.”
She nodded. “Can I help too?”
“You can tell us when you’re worried. That helps us know what to explain.”
She thought about that, then took the dish towel from me.
The next week, Martin sent Priya a corrected agreement. The owner would pay Nia the full early move amount and confirm in writing that she had no debt or further obligation under the old lease. Priya reviewed it with her. Nia signed only after reading every page.
She called me when the payment reached her account.
“It’s there,” she said.
I was standing in the supply yard at work, with forklifts beeping behind me. “I’m glad.”
“I’m going to pay back the deposit you covered.”
“We wrote it down as a contribution, Nia. You don’t owe me.”
“I know what we wrote. I still want to.”
I understood that paying me back mattered to her. We agreed she could do it over several months, with no pressure if the children needed something first.
That evening, I went to their apartment for dinner. Denise had made rice and chicken. My mother brought salad and spent fifteen minutes listening to Ava describe a whale’s heart.
Halfway through the meal, Eli asked if we were having a celebration.
“We got the old house sorted out,” Nia said.
“Does that mean nobody’s scared anymore?” he asked.
The adults went quiet.
I looked at him. “I feel better about the house. I still want to know when you’re scared, even if you think the problem is over.”
Eli glanced at Nia. “I was scared you’d forget Friday.”
“I won’t,” I said. “What made you think about it?”
“Friday is my birthday at school. We’re bringing cupcakes.”
I smiled. “I remember.”
“You forgot the singing thing.”
I took a breath. “I arrived too late for it. You wanted me there when you sang, and I wasn’t. I’m sorry.”
“You bought me ice cream.”
“I did. That didn’t give you back the singing.”
He looked down at his plate. “I kept looking at the door.”
“I wish I had seen you sing.”
Nia rested a hand on his back.
“I’m going to be there for the cupcakes,” I said. “You can remind me as many times as you need.”
Eli nodded. He reached for another spoonful of rice, and the conversation moved on.
Later, after our mothers took the children to look at the park lights, Nia and I washed dishes.
“I used that assembly against you,” she said.
“You were scared.”
“I still did it.”
I passed her a plate. “I missed something important to him. We both have to live with our parts of it.”
“I’d like us to talk to someone,” she said. “Someone who helps parents work together.”
I turned to her. “I would too.”
The school counselor gave us names of family therapists who worked with separated parents. We found one with evening appointments. At the first meeting, I went in ready to explain everything Nia had done on the porch.
I ended up talking about all the times I had let her handle school forms because I assumed she would remember them. Nia talked about how hard it was to ask for help before she was exhausted.
We didn’t solve eleven years of habits in an hour.
We left with one agreement: when one of us was worried about the children, we would say what we had seen and ask the other what they had seen. We would make plans while the children were at school or asleep.
The following Friday, I arrived at Eli’s classroom twenty minutes early. I set the cupcakes on a table and waited by the door.
Eli walked in with his class. When he saw me, he stopped.
“I came early,” I told him.
“I see.”
He crossed the room and took my hand. He kept hold of it until the teacher called everyone to their seats.
That night, Nia sent me a photograph of Eli asleep with his new birthday book open on his chest. Under it she wrote, Thank you for being there.
May you like
I stared at the message for a long time.
Then I wrote back, Thank you for making room for me.