Chapter 5
Marcus had cleared the dining table when I arrived.
Two folders lay on it. One held the design firm’s plans. The other held emails Renata had printed and left behind.
“I haven’t read all of these,” he said. “I wanted someone here.”
I sat beside him. We went through the pages slowly.
Several were ordinary: estimates from contractors, sketches, and notes from possible clients. Then we found a message from Renata’s brother, Adrian, discussing how quickly a lender might release funds if a trust property could be listed as security.
Renata had replied, Marcus will get access soon. Elena is the obstacle.
Marcus read it twice.
“I told her I didn’t know when I’d receive anything,” he said.
“She may have expected me to give you control earlier.”
“She was asking about Dad’s buildings before we got engaged.”
He showed me another email. Adrian had sent her public property records six weeks after she met Marcus.
I saw my son’s face change as he connected dates he knew by heart: their first holiday, the proposal, the courthouse wedding.
“You can’t learn why she loved you from these emails,” I said.
“I know. I can learn what she planned with Adrian.”
That mattered too. I let him keep reading.
One message described a meeting with a lender. Renata had told Adrian that Daniel would “handle Elena’s signature page.” It was dated two days after she and Daniel visited my home.
Marcus photographed it for Mr. Whitlow.
He went into the kitchen and poured a glass of water. His hand shook. I followed him.
“I keep remembering good days,” he said. “Then I come back and see another email.”
“The good days happened. You can remember them.”
“I’m trying to understand how she could sit across from me and talk about our future while doing this.”
I had no answer. I stayed until he finished the water.
By noon, Mr. Whitlow had the emails. He arranged for the lender’s investigator to receive copies and advised Marcus to preserve the originals. He also suggested Marcus seek his own lawyer for decisions about his marriage. The trust’s lawyer could not make those choices for him.
Marcus asked me if I would help pay for that consultation.
“I will,” I said. “You can choose the lawyer yourself.”
He gave me a tired smile. “I thought you’d tell me what to do.”
“I want you to have good advice. What you decide is yours.”
That afternoon, I went to the bakery near my home and bought the lemon cake Marcus liked as a boy. I left it at his door with a short note: Eat something. Call if you want company.
He called that evening and thanked me.
Renata tried to visit him the next day. Marcus let her into the apartment because he wanted to hear her explanation without an audience. Later, he told me what she said.
She admitted asking Adrian to look into financing. She said she had expected Marcus to gain an interest in Walter’s trust and wanted their firm ready to move. She denied writing my signature. When Marcus showed her the email about Daniel handling the signature page, she said Daniel had promised to get the proper authorization.
“Did she say she asked you before sending the application?” I asked.
“No. She said she meant to tell me when it was approved.”
The words settled heavily between us.
Marcus had signed a page without understanding what it would be used for. Renata had pursued the rest without telling him. They would each have to answer for their own choices.
He met with a family attorney, Ms. Cole, the following week. She explained the steps available if he wanted to separate legally and asked him to gather their financial records. He did not file anything immediately. He told Renata he needed space and that they would communicate in writing for now.
I admired that he was taking time to think. I was also afraid that if Renata came back with a convincing explanation, he would ignore what was on the table.
I kept that fear to myself.
On Friday, Mr. Whitlow called with an update. The lender had identified the account used to submit the application. It was registered to Adrian’s company, but records showed Renata had accessed it on the day the signature page was uploaded.
Marcus was with me when the call came. He asked Mr. Whitlow to repeat the dates.
Afterward, he sat very still.
“She told me she was at a dress fitting that day,” he said.
“She may have been there too.”
“I asked what she’d done that afternoon. She gave me a whole story.”
He stood up abruptly and went outside. I watched him cross my garden and stop beside the old birdhouse Walter had made with him. The crooked roof was still holding.
When Marcus came back, his eyes were red.
“I owe you an apology for the chapel,” he said.
“We’ll talk about it when you’re ready.”
“I’m ready to say I was wrong. I made you stand outside while everyone watched.”
“It hurt.”
“I know.”
He nodded. “I’m sorry, Mom.”
I hugged him then. For a moment, he was my boy with sawdust in his hair, asking me to hold a board while he hammered.
The embrace did not solve what had happened with Renata. It reminded me that our relationship was still here.
That night, Daniel called Marcus. He had agreed to another interview with the lender and wanted Marcus to know. He also told him something new.
“Renata said the big chapel wedding was when Elena would finally see how serious you were,” Daniel said. “She expected your mother to offer help after that.”
Marcus looked at me as he listened.
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“She told me Mom was invited,” he said.
Daniel hesitated. “Renata said she took Elena’s name off the list last week.”
