Surprise

Chapter 9

Sloan arrived in old jeans and borrowed gardening gloves.

She stood beside Peter’s roses while I showed her where to cut. Harrison worked on the taller bushes along the fence.

For a while, we talked only about branches and thorns.

Then Sloan put down her shears.

“When we first moved in, I thought every room reminded you of Peter,” she said.

“They do.”

“I felt like there wasn’t space for me. I should have told you that instead of moving things without asking.”

I looked toward the window where Peter’s reading chair now stood.

“There could have been space for you,” I said. “I needed you to respect what was already there.”

“I understand.”

She picked up the shears. I showed her another branch. We kept working.

I was glad she had spoken. I did not need to settle our whole relationship in one afternoon.

After lunch, Harrison took bags of clippings to the curb. Sloan offered to wash the dishes. I thanked her and let her do it.

When they left, I noticed the roses looked uneven. Peter would have made a joke about all three of us needing more practice. I laughed to myself and left them as they were.

A month later, Harrison completed the last repayment.

Grace sent a statement showing the balance at zero. The bank’s reversals and their payments accounted for everything we had documented. I asked Grace to send each of us a copy.

Harrison called as soon as he received it.

“I’ve been waiting to say that I finished it,” he said.

“You did.”

“Can I come by tomorrow?”

“Yes.”

He arrived alone with a small wooden box. Inside was a new set of garden tools, each one labeled neatly. I picked up a pair of pruning shears.

“I bought them with my own money,” he said.

“I wasn’t going to ask.”

“I know. I needed to say it.”

I set the tools on the table.

“I’m proud that you kept the agreement,” I told him.

He blinked quickly.

“I wasn’t sure you’d ever say you were proud of me again.”

“I’ve always loved you. I’ve been hurt and angry. I can feel all of that and still see the work you’ve done.”

He sat down across from me.

“I was ashamed when we moved in,” he said. “I’d told Sloan I could get us a place. I couldn’t. Every time she wanted something, I thought saying no would prove I’d failed.”

“She married you, not a promise to buy everything.”

“I’m learning to believe that. We talk about bills now, even when it’s uncomfortable.”

I poured him coffee. We stayed at the table for an hour.

He asked about the library. I asked about his job. Neither of us needed to fill every silence.

Before he left, he looked toward the guest room.

“I know you may not want anyone staying here again.”

“I’ll decide that if the time comes. Right now, I like having the room to myself.”

He smiled.

“Fair.”

In late summer, Patricia invited me to a small dinner at her house. Sloan was there, but I had my own seat at the table and could leave whenever I wanted.

Patricia served lemon bars for dessert. Sloan looked embarrassed when she saw them.

“I didn’t know Mom was making those,” she said.

“They’re one of my favorites,” I said.

Patricia raised an eyebrow. “Then I chose well.”

We ate them without discussing the birthday. I was grateful for that too.

On the drive home, Harrison called to make sure I had arrived safely. I told him I was nearly there.

“Thanks for coming,” he said.

“I had a good time.”

There was a pause.

“I miss Dad,” he said.

“Me too.”

“I think he’d have been disappointed in me.”

“He would have told you so. Then he’d have noticed you trying to do better.”

Harrison was quiet.

“Can we visit him together sometime?” he asked.

“Yes.”

The following Sunday, we took fresh flowers to Peter’s grave. Harrison brought a small tomato plant for the garden afterward. We told Peter about the library fundraiser and the apartment. Harrison spoke aloud about the money and the way he had treated me.

He did not ask me to reassure him while he spoke.

When we returned home, we planted the tomatoes beside the roses. Harrison used the new tools he had given me.

As he worked, I thought about the boy who had once followed Peter through the yard. I could see that boy in him. I could also see the man making choices now.

When he was ready to leave, he asked whether I wanted him to lock the gate.

“I’ve got it,” I said.

May you like

He nodded and handed me the latch key.

I closed the gate after him, then went inside to make myself dinner.

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