Surprise

Chapter 1

At one in the morning, glass broke in my mother’s conservatory.

I was halfway down the stairs before I understood that the sound had come from inside the house.

The conservatory door stuck when I pushed it. A chair had been wedged against it from the other side. I drove my shoulder into the wood and stumbled through.

Broken glass covered the floor.

My mother’s night nurse lay among the pieces, her pale blue uniform twisted beneath her. Blood marked her temple. Two fingers on her right hand bent at an angle that made my stomach tighten.

Celeste had a silk scarf wrapped around one fist.

She was pulling the nurse across the floor toward the cellar door.

My fiancée looked up at me. Her hair was still perfect from dinner.

“Go back to bed,” she said. “I’ve handled it.”

I have heard men plead for their lives without changing my expression.

I could not answer her.

The nurse moved. Her eyes found mine, then slipped toward the cellar door.

“She knows about Ewan,” she whispered.

Ewan was my younger brother.

I had buried what the fire at Pier 44 left of him six years earlier.

I knelt beside the nurse and put my coat beneath her head. Celeste told me she had found the woman stealing. She said the nurse had fallen when confronted.

I looked at the scarf. I looked at the red marks beginning to rise on the nurse’s wrist.

“Call an ambulance,” I told Celeste.

“She’ll say anything to keep her job.”

“Call.”

Celeste took one step toward me. For the first time since I had known her, she seemed unsure how close she was allowed to come.

I used my own phone.

Until that night, I had thought I knew every important thing that happened under my roof. By sunrise, I would learn how little attention I had paid to the people living there.

Earlier that day, I had sat in a South Side warehouse across from Ray Calder.

Ray had worked our shipping schedules for nine years. For three months, he had sold them to men on the West Side. He admitted it before I showed him the records.

“My mortgage,” he said.

I believed him. Believing him did not change what his choice had cost us.

I asked about his wife and his son. Ray went pale.

Then I told him his son’s school fees had been paid through the end of the year. I gave him thirty days to sell his house and leave Illinois. New identification and a working number would be waiting for him outside the city.

He stared at me as though he had misunderstood.

“You’re letting me go?”

“I’m taking the name you used here,” I said. “Keep your family. Use the chance.”

That was mercy as I understood it then. I had made the choice for him, and I had expected gratitude.

On the drive home, snow gathered along the road. I thought about Ray for less than a minute.

I stopped outside my mother’s bedroom before going to bed.

Her breathing machine made its familiar low sound. The night nurse was adjusting the pillows beneath her left shoulder.

“Wash your hands before you come in,” she said.

She did not turn around.

I stood there, offended for one foolish second. Then I looked at my mother’s face and went to the bathroom.

I washed for longer than I needed to.

When I returned, the nurse had tucked the blanket around my mother’s feet. She told me my mother had been restless after supper but had settled when someone read to her.

I had not known she liked being read to.

My mother, Helena Moretti, had suffered a stroke four years earlier. She could understand us. On good days she could move one hand and make a few sounds, but words would not come.

I visited. I paid for specialists. I knew the names of her doctors.

I did not know what calmed her when she could not sleep.

“I’ll sit with her,” I said.

The nurse studied me, then pulled up a chair.

An hour later, she was lying on the conservatory floor.

The ambulance arrived through the snow. Celeste came outside wearing a fur coat over her evening dress, car keys in hand.

“I’m coming,” she said.

“You’re staying.”

“I can explain what happened.”

“You already did.”

She held my gaze. Then she walked back into the house without another word.

I rode behind the ambulance with my driver, Tomas. At the hospital, I sent him inside to find out where they had taken the nurse while I called the doctor who oversaw my mother’s care.

When Tomas returned, he said she was being scanned for a head injury.

“What’s her name?” I asked.

He looked at me for a moment.

“Delia Marie Marlowe.”

He had greeted her every morning for two years. I had walked past her for the same two years without asking.

Near dawn, a doctor allowed me into Delia’s room. She had a bandage at her temple and a splint on her hand. She looked smaller against the hospital pillows, but she was fully awake.

“My mother has another nurse tonight,” I said.

“She needs turning every two hours,” Delia answered. “Her left shoulder needs a pillow behind it. If she gets agitated, don’t pull at her arm. Ask her what hurts.”

I promised to tell the replacement nurse.

Delia watched my face until she believed I had heard her.

Then I asked about Ewan.

Pain crossed her expression. She turned toward the dark window, where snow drifted past the streetlight.

“I need a promise first,” she said.

“Name it.”

“Your word as Helena’s son. Tell me you’ll let her answer for herself, however long it takes. And you’ll keep him safe while we do.”

I did not know who she meant.

“You have my word as her son,” I said. “I’ll listen to her. And I’ll keep him safe.”

Delia closed her eyes. When she opened them, they were wet.

“Ewan was my husband,” she said.

May you like

I felt the room move beneath me.

“And the boy Celeste has been asking about,” she whispered, “is ours.”

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