Chapter 10

I read the first line three times.
“I got in.”
Brooke screamed. Dad pulled me into a hug so tight the letter bent between us.
I laughed and cried against his shoulder. Then Brooke took the page and read the words aloud, slowly, as if she wanted to make sure the whole house heard them.
I had been accepted.
There was a financial aid notice too. We sat down together to read it carefully. The college had offered a scholarship, and the aid office would help us finish the remaining forms.
Dad laid the pages flat on the table.
“You did this,” he said.
“We did some of it together.”
“The application was yours. Every late night was yours.”
I looked at Brooke. “Including the terrible practice interviews.”
“I was an excellent interviewer.”
“You asked what I would do if the library caught fire.”
“And you gave a great answer.”
We laughed until Dad had to take off his glasses and wipe his eyes.
The money did not come back all at once. It took months of statements, calls, and payments. I kept the college letters pinned above my desk while the adults worked through the rest.
The review of the withdrawal was completed in the spring. Claire accepted responsibility in a formal agreement. She repaid the remaining loss from her own savings and income, and the full amount taken from the account was restored. Any additional consequences were hers to face.
Dad showed me the final account statement at our kitchen table.
Ninety-two thousand dollars.
I held it, remembering the afternoon in the driveway when the screen had shown zero.
Then I handed it back.
“Can we talk about my room?” I asked.
Dad blinked. “Your room?”
“The dorm. Brooke thinks I need a lamp.”
Brooke leaned into the doorway. “You absolutely need a lamp.”
Dad laughed. He put the statement in its folder and came with us to look at the list.
Claire and Dad separated. They handled the practical parts through their attorneys, and Brooke divided her time between them in a way that worked for her.
No one asked Brooke to carry messages anymore.
Claire kept seeing her counselor. Some weeks Brooke came back from visiting her hopeful. Other weeks she needed to sit quietly for a while. I made tea if she wanted it and gave her space when she didn’t.
Claire wrote to me once after the repayment was finished. She said she knew returning the money could not return the year I had spent worrying. She wished me well at college and said I did not owe her a reply.
I wrote back.
I told her I had received the final statement. I thanked her for returning my mother’s necklace. I told her I was going to college and that I hoped she would keep building an honest relationship with Brooke.
I did not promise anything about us. I meant every word I sent.
On the morning we packed the car for my first semester, Brooke carried my bedding down the stairs and complained about how much of it there was.
“You made me buy extra pillows,” I reminded her.
“Because you steal mine.”
Dad stood in the hallway holding a box of mugs. He looked at both of us and smiled, though his eyes were wet.
I went back upstairs once more.
My room was almost empty. The mark where my desk had stood showed on the carpet. I put my hand around the gold heart at my throat.
I thought of my mother warming my gloves, of Dad learning my hungry cry, of Renee arriving on the worst night of my life and holding me until I could breathe. I thought of Brooke leaving the Mustang keys on the counter and sitting beside me with two slices of cake.
They had helped me get here.
Downstairs, Dad called that he was ready. Brooke called that he had packed the mugs where they would break.
I took one last look around and went to help them.
At the college, Dad carried the heavy boxes. Brooke insisted on arranging the pillows. We made my bed and put the lamp beside it. In the afternoon, sunlight came through the window and fell across the three of us sitting on the floor.
Brooke reached for my hand.
“Call me tonight,” she said.
“I will.”
Dad leaned over and kissed the top of my head.
“We love you, Maya.”
“I know.”
I had known it in pieces before. I felt all of it then.
When they left, Brooke turned back at the door and made me promise to send a picture once I had unpacked. Dad waited for her in the hall.
I watched them go, then opened my window a little. Voices rose from the courtyard below. Someone was laughing as they dragged a suitcase toward the building.
May you like
I set my mother’s photograph beside the lamp and began putting my books on the shelf.
I was safe. I was loved. And for the first time in a long while, I could think about tomorrow with a smile.