Chapter 9

By winter, our Saturday program had settled into a rhythm.
Children came for homework help. Parents stayed for coffee. A retired teacher named Mrs. James took charge of the reading table and somehow got everyone to lower their voices without ever sounding stern.
Maya handled the sign-ups. I fixed whatever broke and helped with math when Daniel was late.
We paid for supplies from a small account we both could see. Donations went through the community center, not through either of us personally. After everything surrounding Mom’s estate, we wanted the records to be clear to anyone who asked.
One afternoon, Walter came with Maya.
She had invited him to carry boxes. He did the work without trying to make a speech about family. At the end, she introduced him to me again.
“We’ve been talking,” she said.
Walter met my eyes.
“I took years from both of you. I’m sorry.”
“I wish you’d let us know each other,” I said.
“I do too.”
We shook hands. I could not give him back the years or pretend his apology settled them. I could see Maya wanted room to build whatever relationship with him she chose.
Vanessa stopped by on another Saturday to donate books from her office. She asked Mrs. James where to put them and carried the box to the shelf.
Maya saw her and went over.
“Thank you for these,” she said.
“You’re welcome. I chose books I thought the older kids might like.”
They spoke for a minute. There was no forced embrace or sudden friendship. When Vanessa left, Maya returned to the sign-in table.
“That felt all right,” she said.
“It did.”
I no longer wanted to date Vanessa. We had both accepted that. I could still hope she would treat the next person she loved with more trust than she had given us.
As for the Maybach, I kept it for a year. Mom had enjoyed that car, and driving it sometimes made me smile. Then I sold it and placed my share of the proceeds into a fund for repairs and supplies at the house. Maya agreed to put the equivalent value of her inherited piano toward the project over time, though I told her she did not need to match me.
“We each got what Mom meant us to have,” she said. “This part is something we’re choosing together.”
I kept my old sedan. Maya made fun of it whenever the engine took two tries to start.
“It still gets me here,” I said.
“One day I’m bringing you a battery.”
She eventually did.
Aisha closed the final estate file in the spring. She gave each of us a copy of the accounting and asked whether we had any concerns.
Maya and I looked at each other.
“No,” I said.
“None,” Maya added.
Outside Aisha’s office, she took my arm.
“I used to think paperwork was how people kept me out,” she said. “Mom’s newer will let me back in.”
“Mom’s letters brought us together before we saw the will.”
“They did.”
We went to lunch and made plans for a summer cookout at the house. Maya wanted Walter there for an hour. I told her he was welcome if she felt ready. She asked whether Vanessa should be invited because she had donated books.
“That’s your choice too,” I said. “It’s our house.”
Maya thought about it.
“We can invite her. She may choose not to come.”
In the end, Vanessa sent her regrets and a bag of pencils. Walter came, helped at the grill, and left before the party became crowded. It was enough.
That night, after the guests were gone, Maya and I found Mom’s old birthday list in the kitchen drawer. She had written our names on the same page, with a question mark beside Maya’s current address.
Maya ran a finger over it.
“She never got to cross out that question mark.”
I took a pen and wrote Maya’s address beneath it. Then I looked at my sister.
May you like
“Too late for Mom to mail the card,” I said. “Just in time for me.”
Maya laughed. She asked me to help dry the dishes, and I did.