Chapter 7

I read my mother’s name on the scanned form three times.
She had watched Lily every Tuesday since Claire died. She knew where the spare mittens were, how Lily liked her toast, and which stories to tell when Lily couldn’t sleep.
I couldn’t understand why she would witness a form giving Sarah access to Claire’s money.
I called her.
“Mom, I need to ask you about a document.”
She was quiet when I described it.
“I didn’t know what it was for,” she said.
“You signed as a witness.”
“Sarah brought it by after church. She said you had asked her to update a mailing address because you were working late.”
“Was I there when you signed?”
“No.”
“Did you see me sign it?”
“No.”
I closed my eyes.
“What did you think you were witnessing?”
“She said it confirmed I’d seen your signature before.”
“Mom.”
“I know.” Her voice shook. “I should have called you.”
I was angry with her. I was also relieved to hear her sound horrified, because for one terrible minute I had wondered if she knew what Sarah intended.
“Please tell the detective exactly what happened.”
“I will. Can I come over first?”
I looked toward the living room, where Lily was reading.
“Come after school. We’ll talk outside.”
Mom arrived with no excuses prepared. She sat beside me on the back steps and told me Sarah had brought the form in a folder of ordinary family paperwork. Mom had glanced at my name, signed where Sarah pointed, and gone back inside to check the oven.
“Did she say why the address was changing to her office?”
“I didn’t see the new address. I’m sorry, Daniel.”
I believed her.
“I need you to ask me before you sign anything about Lily again.”
“I will.”
She reached for my hand, then stopped. I took hers.
Mom gave the detective her statement the next morning.
Sarah’s attorney soon contacted Ms. Patel. He proposed that Sarah return Michael’s money if he withdrew his report and I stopped pursuing the trust matter. There was no mention of the birthday party or Lily.
Michael came to my house after hearing the offer.
“I want the money back,” he said. “But I’m not withdrawing the report to get it.”
“You don’t have to decide for my sake.”
“I’m deciding for mine.”
He sat across from me.
“I spent months accepting her explanations whenever something felt wrong. I want an honest record of what happened.”
His attorney answered Sarah’s offer.
A week later, Sarah requested a meeting with Michael at her attorney’s office. He asked me to come, but I declined. Their marriage was his to sort through. I did give him a copy of the recording in case Sarah again claimed she had only been trying to comfort Lily.
When he returned, he looked exhausted.
“She heard the recording,” he said.
“What did she say?”
“She said Lily misunderstood her tone.”
I stared at him.
“She also said she never meant to take trust money,” he continued. “She thought she could borrow it for the business and replace it before anyone noticed.”
“That’s taking it.”
“I know.”
He wiped his eyes with the heel of his hand.
“I told her I’m filing for divorce.”
I stayed with him until he was ready to drive home.
That weekend, Mom came over to make pancakes with Lily. She apologized to me again before Lily arrived in the kitchen. I asked her to help us have a normal morning. Lily needed her grandmother, and Mom needed the chance to show up carefully.
They made pancakes shaped like bears. None looked much like a bear, but Lily ate three.
For the first time in weeks, I started to think we might get through this without another surprise.
Then I received a call from a parent at Lily’s school.
Sarah had contacted her. She said I was keeping Lily from the family and asked the parent to pass along a message.
“Tell Lily I miss her,” Sarah had said. “Tell her I can explain the party.”
I thanked the parent for telling me. Then I called the school counselor.
I had spent so much energy keeping Sarah away that I hadn’t prepared for what Lily might feel if she heard Sarah wanted to see her.
That evening, Lily brought it up herself.
“Ava’s mom said Aunt Sarah misses me,” she said.
I sat beside her.
“I heard that Sarah called.”
“Does she want me to forgive her?”
“I don’t know. You don’t have to decide anything for her.”
Lily looked down at her bear.
“I want her to know I have friends.”
“You can tell her if you ever choose to. You don’t owe her a conversation.”
She thought about it for a long time.
“I think I want to tell you instead.”
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“I’m listening.”
“I have friends,” she said firmly. “And I liked my party.”