Surprise

Chapter 2

I set Ava’s phone on the table where everyone could see it.

Vanessa’s eyes followed my hand.

“Nia,” I said, “tell me what happens when I travel.”

“She can tell you after dinner,” Vanessa said.

“No. She can tell me now.”

Nia pressed her palms against her knees. Caleb and Ava were watching her, so I asked them to take their plates into the living room. Caleb hesitated.

“You’re staying in the house,” I told him. “I just want Nia to have room to speak.”

He carried Ava’s plate for her. At the doorway, Ava turned back.

“Please believe her.”

“I do,” I said.

Her face crumpled with relief. That hurt almost as much as the photographs.

Once they were gone, I sat beside Nia. Vanessa remained standing.

“At first, I ate with them,” Nia said. “Then Vanessa said I was taking too much.”

“You were asking for seconds,” Vanessa said.

“I asked for another piece of bread.”

I felt a rush of anger and held still. Nia was watching me now. I wanted her to finish without having to manage my feelings, too.

“Go on,” I said.

“She started making my plate before the others. Sometimes I got what they had, but less. Then she said I should eat in the kitchen because I made everyone uncomfortable.”

“You sulked through dinner for weeks,” Vanessa said.

Nia flinched at the sound of her voice.

“When did it become leftovers?” I asked.

“I don’t remember. Maybe after spring break.”

It was September.

I counted backward through the trips I had taken since then. Chicago. Seattle. Three weeks in Atlanta. The training conference in June. Every time I came home, Nia looked a little thinner. Vanessa told me she was growing taller.

“Were you hungry?” I asked.

Nia tried to answer. Her chin trembled, and she pressed her lips together.

I got up, took a fresh plate from the cupboard, and served her chicken, warm rice, vegetables, and bread. I put it on the table without pushing it toward her.

“You can eat whatever you want,” I said.

Vanessa made a disbelieving sound.

“She has dinner right in front of her.”

I looked at her. “Leave the room.”

“This is my home.”

“Nia needs to eat.”

Vanessa stared at me for a moment, then walked upstairs. Her footsteps were loud all the way to the bedroom.

Nia picked up her fork. She took one bite, then another. By the third, tears were running down her cheeks.

I wanted to hug her. Instead, I sat beside her and let her eat.

After a few minutes, I asked, “Did she ever stop you from getting food yourself?”

Nia nodded. “She kept track of what was in the pantry. If something was missing, she asked me about it.”

“What about school?”

“Lunch was okay at first.”

“At first?”

“She stopped putting money on my account.”

I had set all three school lunch accounts to refill automatically. I took out my phone, found the payment app, and opened Nia’s record.

Her automatic refill had been turned off in April.

I stared at the date.

Vanessa handled the household bills while I traveled. I had never thought to check whether the lunch accounts were still active.

“How did you eat?” I asked.

“I used money from my birthday. Then Ms. Ellis helped me get lunch when I ran out.”

“Who is Ms. Ellis?”

“The school counselor. She asked if things were okay at home.”

“What did you tell her?”

“I said yes.”

Nia put her fork down.

“Vanessa told me that if people thought there was a problem here, Ava and Caleb could be taken away. I didn’t want anything to happen to them.”

I looked toward the living room, where I could hear Caleb speaking softly to his sister.

“None of this is your fault,” I said.

Nia wiped her cheeks. “You don’t know everything.”

“Then we’ll talk about it. I’m here.”

I called my sister Leah. She lived fifteen minutes away and had been Nia’s favorite person long before I married Vanessa. When Leah answered, I asked her to come over.

“Is someone hurt?” she asked.

“I’m finding out.”

When I ended the call, I heard Vanessa’s bedroom door open. She came down with her purse and car keys.

“You called Leah?” she asked.

“Yes.”

“I knew you’d turn this into a family trial.”

“I called someone Nia trusts.”

Vanessa looked at Nia’s full plate. “You see? The moment he comes home, you get exactly what you wanted.”

Nia went still.

“Don’t speak to her that way,” I said.

Vanessa’s face flushed. “She has been testing every limit since her mother died. I have tried to give her structure, and you come home early and decide I’m cruel.”

Nia pushed back her chair.

I turned to her. “Stay with me.”

“She’s heard enough,” Vanessa said.

“She’s been hearing you for months.”

A knock came at the door.

Leah had driven faster than I expected. I let her in and watched Nia cross the room toward her. My sister didn’t ask questions. She opened her arms, and Nia walked into them.

For the first time that night, Nia let herself cry.

Caleb and Ava came out of the living room. Ava joined the hug. Caleb stayed a few feet back, looking from Vanessa to Nia.

“Mom,” he asked, “why did you tell me Nia liked eating alone?”

Vanessa’s expression changed.

May you like

I had been staring at photographs, asking myself what else I had failed to see.

Caleb’s question told me there were answers in this house I had yet to hear.

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