Chapter 6

Dad called Lily that evening.
He told her she could stay in the guest room while the adults worked things out. He also told her she was free to visit Vanessa, live with her, or find a place of her own when she was ready.
Lily listened with tears running down her face.
“You don't have to leave because Mara owns the house?” she asked.
“That's between Mara and you,” Dad said. “I'm asking her to give us time to talk, not to give up her choice.”
I was grateful he said it that way. I wanted Lily to have somewhere safe to sleep. I also needed both of them to understand I was allowed to set a limit.
After the call, Lily helped me carry the last box from the hallway. It held the books she had stacked when she took my room. She put them on my shelf, then stood back.
“I put them in the box myself,” she said. “I'm sorry.”
“I know.”
“I used to think Mom picked on you because you wouldn't let her get close.”
I looked at her.
“Did she tell you that?”
“Every time you two argued.”
“I stopped trying to get close after she kept moving Mom's things.”
Lily glanced at the photographs on my shelf.
“I should have asked you.”
She went to the guest room. We weren't friends again by bedtime, but the hallway was clear.
Vanessa stayed with her sister Tasha. Over the next week, Dad had several meetings with her, sometimes with a counselor. I didn't ask him to tell me every word. I asked to know about anything that would affect the house or me.
He kept that promise.
He also spoke to his care team about returning home. They planned a visit to check the stairs and see what equipment he needed. I helped him make a list. Vanessa would not be handling the arrangements.
On Thursday, Mr. Bell called me while I was leaving work.
“The contractor called again,” he said. “He received a new request about the property.”
“From Vanessa?”
“He didn't say. He's sending me the message.”
I stopped beside my car.
“I told him I wasn't selling.”
“I know. We should find out whether someone sent the request before or after that conversation.”
The message arrived that night. It had been sent the previous week from an address with Vanessa's name in it. She'd asked about a sale after Dad told her he wasn't going to discuss one.
Dad was furious when I showed him.
“I'll ask her directly,” he said.
He called while I sat beside him at the center. Vanessa answered.
“I was asking what the house might be worth,” she said.
“You told me you'd stopped.”
“I had already sent the message.”
“The date is after our meeting.”
Another pause.
“I wasn't going to do anything without you.”
“You kept doing things without me,” Dad replied.
He ended the call and looked at me.
“I wanted to believe this was all fear and confusion.”
“Maybe some of it was.”
“That doesn't make it safe to hand her decisions.”
He called Mr. Bell and asked him to handle further questions about the house. I went home with a tight chest, wondering what Vanessa would do next.
On Saturday, Dad came for the house assessment with his therapist. He climbed the front steps slowly. Lily and I stood back so he could manage them on his own.
When he reached the doorway, he smiled.
“I missed the smell of this place.”
“Old wood and Lily's coffee?” I asked.
“Exactly.”
The therapist checked the stairs and talked with Dad about a plan for his return. He would need help with a few things at first, but he could come home soon.
Dad walked to the living room. He saw the photograph Vanessa had once removed from the mantel. It showed my mother holding me on my first birthday. I had put it back after Vanessa left.
He touched the frame.
“I should have noticed it was gone.”
“I kept it in my room.”
“It belongs wherever you want it.”
He sat on the sofa to rest. Lily brought him water without being asked.
I watched them talk about her new job. Dad had been in her life since she was thirteen. Whatever happened with Vanessa, those years mattered to both of them.
Before he left, he asked me whether I was ready for him to come home.
“Of course.”
“I mean with all the care he'll need,” Lily said. “Are we ready?”
Dad smiled at her.
“I'll need help, not a committee deciding my whole life.”
We laughed. Then my phone rang.
Mrs. Alvarez was calling from across the street.
“Mara,” she said, “there's a woman photographing your back door.”
May you like
I went to the window.
Vanessa stood by the side gate.