Chapter 4

Julian came to my workplace on Tuesday.
I worked at a small design studio in Columbus. He waited across the street beside his car, wearing a suit that cost more than my monthly rent. I saw him through the window before I went out for lunch.
I called Angela. She told me I could choose whether to speak and advised me not to discuss the trust without her. I decided to walk past him. He stepped forward.
“Daniel. Five minutes.”
“Put anything about the trust through Angela.”
“I came about us.”
“There is no us to discuss in the street.”
His jaw tightened.
“I have watched you grow up. I came to your games. I helped you get your first internship.”
“I thought you did those things as my uncle.”
“I did them because I cared.”
“Then why did you let Dad believe you were only his brother?”
Julian glanced toward my office window.
“I didn’t know for certain.”
“Mom says you told somebody you had another son.”
He looked away.
“People say things they shouldn’t when they’ve had a drink.”
“Did you know when Grandma died?”
He stepped back.
“Your grandmother loved you. Leave her out of this.”
“Her trust has my forged signature on it.”
“I won’t discuss that without counsel.”
“You wanted to discuss us. That signature is part of what you did to me.”
I walked back inside. My hands shook so badly I spilled water when I tried to fill a glass. My coworker Amara found paper towels and stayed beside me.
“You okay?” she asked.
“My family is a mess.”
“Do you need me to cover the afternoon meeting?”
“I can do it.”
She didn’t argue. She told me she would be at the next desk if I changed my mind.
That evening, I got my own paternity test started through a lab Angela recommended. I wanted the result in my hands, with no family member choosing when I saw it. Dad agreed to another sample. He drove to the collection site himself.
When I told him Julian had come to work, he was quiet for a long moment.
“I’ll tell him to leave you alone,” he said.
“Please don’t fight him for me. Angela knows.”
“I wasn’t going to fight him.”
“You wanted to.”
“Yes.”
I understood. I wanted to fight with Julian too. I wanted to demand back every easy family memory he had made complicated.
Lily had a harder week than I did. Julian called her twice from numbers she didn’t recognize. She didn’t answer. He sent a message saying the document she signed was a receipt for money intended to be held until she turned eighteen.
She forwarded it to Angela.
“Is he allowed to keep changing what the paper means?” she asked me over video chat.
“He can say what he wants. The records will show what happened.”
“What if I should have read it more carefully?”
“You were sixteen. He told you it was routine. You took a picture and told Mom.”
She rubbed her eyes.
“I keep thinking Grandma Celia would be angry with me.”
“She would be angry that Julian put you in that position.”
Lily gave a small smile. “She used to tell him when he was full of nonsense.”
I remembered. Grandma never raised her voice, but Julian always sat straighter when she looked at him.
Angela soon received the first records from the bank. She called Dad, Lily, and me together.
Grandma had left equal shares for her grandchildren, with funds available at eighteen. At the time of her death, the trust listed me, Lily, and Julian’s daughter Simone.
“Julian told me Simone’s money helped pay for graduate school,” Dad said.
Angela continued. The bank record showed payments marked as made to me when I turned eighteen and to Lily that February. Neither payment had gone to an account in our names.
“Where did it go?” I asked.
“To an account controlled by Julian. We’re requesting the underlying instructions.”
Dad made a sound I had never heard from him.
“How much?”
Angela told us the figures. Mine was enough to have paid for most of college. Lily’s share was larger because the account had grown over the years.
I thought of Mom taking extra nursing shifts to help me with textbooks. I thought of Dad repairing neighbors’ cars on weekends when tuition bills came due. I had chosen a cheaper school because I could not afford the program I wanted.
Money would not give those years back.
“I’m going to tell Simone,” Julian’s daughter said when she heard. I had forgotten she was on the call. She had joined after Angela reached out about her own distribution.
Simone was twenty-eight. She had always treated me like a cousin.
“I don’t want you dragged into this,” I said.
“I’m already in it. Dad told me you and Lily received your shares. I believed him. I can tell Angela how mine was paid.”
After the call, Dad drove to my apartment. He did not warn me. When I opened the door, he held up a bag of takeout.
“I needed to see you,” he said.
We ate on the floor because my table was covered in work. He told me how Grandma used to hide cash in birthday cards because she knew he would try to return it.
“She made that trust for all of you,” he said. “Julian took your choice away.”
“He took more than the money.”
Dad nodded.
When he left, he put his hand on my shoulder.
May you like
“I won’t let what he did decide who we are.”
I wanted to believe him. The lab result still had not arrived.