Chapter 8

August arrived faster than any of us expected.
Zoria made three packing lists and still forgot to buy towels. Kendra took her shopping. They returned with towels, a lamp, and a ridiculous stuffed frog.
“It’s for the room,” Kendra said.
“It’s for you,” Zoria told her.
Kendra admitted that might be true.
I had imagined taking Zoria to Bellmont would feel simple once her place was secure. Instead, each box we carried to the car reminded me of the weeks she had almost lost.
On move-in day, she insisted on carrying the folder with her scholarship and grant papers herself.
“I know they have everything,” she said. “I feel better with copies.”
We drove together. Kendra sat in front because Zoria wanted space in the back beside her boxes. Every few miles, one of them remembered something they wanted to tell the other.
At the residence hall, Zoria met her roommate, Nia. They had spoken online all summer. Within ten minutes, they were deciding where to put the lamp.
I carried in the last box and stepped aside. Zoria knew what she wanted the room to look like.
Kendra put the stuffed frog on Zoria’s bed.
“So you remember me.”
“I’ll probably call you every day.”
“Twice would be better.”
They hugged until Nia politely looked away.
When it was time for me to leave, Zoria walked me to the hallway.
“I’m excited,” she said.
“I know.”
“I’m scared too.”
“You can call when either feeling gets too big.”
She looked at me.
“I still wonder what would have happened if you hadn’t come home early with the cake.”
I had wondered the same thing.
“Mr. Avery was already checking the form. Kendra had called. You were telling the truth, even when Vanessa tried to stop you.”
“But you came.”
“I did. I’ll keep showing up.”
She held me for a moment, then let go and went back into her room.
On the drive home, Kendra cried quietly. I offered her a tissue.
“I wanted her to go,” she said.
“I know.”
“I hate that I miss her already.”
“You can do both.”
Kendra started classes at her local college the following week. She began working part-time at the library and discovered she liked helping children choose books. She came home full of stories about their impossible requests.
“One little boy wanted a book about a dragon that knows how to drive,” she told me.
“Did you find one?”
“I found a dragon book and a truck book. He accepted the compromise.”
For the first time since her rejection letter, Kendra sounded curious about where her own path might lead.
Zoria called often during her first month. She loved her classes but worried about fitting in. Once, after a difficult seminar, she asked whether Bellmont might regret admitting her.
“No,” I said. “Tell me what happened.”
She had disagreed with a professor about a reading and felt everyone staring at her. As we talked, she realized the professor had invited her to explain more. She hadn’t been in trouble. She had been part of the discussion.
“I’m still getting used to that,” she said.
I knew what she meant.
Vanessa’s hearing was scheduled for October. Her attorney sent the girls separate notices because each had the right to submit a statement about how her actions affected them. Kendra decided not to write one. She wanted to speak to Vanessa privately about their relationship.
Zoria spent three evenings writing hers.
She showed it to me after she finished.
She wrote about the apron, the hidden letters, and the fear that her future could be taken by someone with access to her mail. She also wrote about walking into her first college class.
“I got there,” she had written. “I want the record to show how hard someone tried to stop me.”
I asked if she wanted to change anything.
“No. That’s what I mean.”
At the hearing, Vanessa accepted responsibility for the forged form and false email. The court ordered consequences, including probation, required counseling, and community service. She was also prohibited from contacting Bellmont about Zoria or acting on her behalf.
I watched Zoria read the order afterward.
“It’s real,” she said.
“It is.”
Vanessa approached us outside, stopping several feet away.
“I read your statement,” she told Zoria. “I’m sorry.”
Zoria held her folder against her chest.
May you like
“I heard you,” she said. “I’m going back to school now.”
Vanessa stepped aside and let her pass.