Chapter 9

Grant pleaded guilty first.
His agreement required him to identify the distributors and explain the false invoices. Serena gave investigators her messages and delivery records. She also pleaded guilty to her part in the scheme and to assaulting me.
Before her sentencing, her lawyer asked whether I would meet her.
I said yes, with Miriam present.
Serena entered the room carrying no handbag this time. She sat across from me and kept her hands on the table.
“I’ve rehearsed an apology,” she said. “It sounds terrible when I say it aloud.”
“Then tell me why you did it.”
“Dante said if everyone saw you lose control, the directors would believe his story about your health. Grant planned the glasses. I was supposed to make you shout at me.”
“You used the hose and hit me.”
“I thought you would hit me back. I wanted you to.”
“Adrian was standing there.”
“I knew he wouldn’t move,” she said.
That was the part I had come to hear.
“How?”
“I told him before the party that you were going to embarrass me. I asked him to let me speak for myself. He thought I was going to confront you about the wedding.”
Serena’s voice broke.
“I used the fact that he loved me.”
I let the silence settle.
“Why did Dante want a scene at all?” I asked.
“The false medical statement wasn’t strong enough. He needed the guests to say they’d seen you behave badly. Grant told the directors to raise their glasses if they would support the vote. The others thought it was a joke.”
I had suspected as much. Hearing her say it made the garden feel close again: cold water, laughter, Adrian by the cake.
“What happened afterward wasn’t what Dante planned,” Serena said. “You asked them what they believed. People raised their glasses in front of you. I saw your face, and I still hit you.”
Miriam asked whether Serena had told the prosecutor everything she had just said. She had.
“I’m sorry,” Serena told me. “I know it doesn’t repair anything.”
“No,” I said. “It doesn’t.”
I stood and left with Miriam.
In the hallway, I felt unsteady. Miriam waited while I sat on a bench. I had held myself upright through the hearing, the records, and every meeting with Adrian. Serena’s account brought back the moment I had stood dripping in front of people I trusted and asked them to choose.
“Do you want to go home?” Miriam asked.
“Yes.”
At sentencing, I read my statement. I described what Serena had done and how the planned humiliation had affected my sense of safety in my own home. I did not tell the court I had forgiven her. I had not.
Serena received a sentence that included confinement for the assault and her role in the distribution scheme. Grant received a longer sentence for organizing the shipments. Dante’s case went to trial.
Adrian’s lawyer later told us the prosecutor would not charge him. His release had opened the gate for the shipment, but the evidence showed he had not joined the distribution plan and had tried, too late, to stop the cargo from moving. The prosecutor’s decision did not make Adrian proud of his conduct. He asked to step away from the board while he completed training and worked under the new operations team.
I supported that choice.
Dante’s trial lasted three weeks. Luis testified about the damaged crate and losing his job. Nina testified about Grant’s cards. The auditor walked through the transfers and the hidden buyer. Serena described the garden plan and the records Dante had shown her.
I testified about the company and my husband’s ownership papers. Dante’s lawyer asked why I had allowed him access to the accounts for so long.
“Because I trusted him,” I answered.
“You never checked his work?”
“Not carefully enough.”
It was an uncomfortable answer. It was true.
The jury convicted Dante of the financial crimes and his role in the shipment. The court sentenced him to prison and ordered repayment from his assets. The company recovered only part of the missing money. We rebuilt the reserve over time instead of pretending the loss had vanished.
After the verdict, Adrian and I walked out together. He did not take my arm. He waited until I reached for his.
“I should have stood beside you in the garden,” he said.
“Yes.”
“I can’t change that.”
“No.”
He swallowed. “Will you let me keep trying?”
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I thought about the months since the reception. He had answered hard questions. He had come to dinner when I invited him and stayed away when I needed space. He had stopped asking me to make him feel better about what he had done.
“Yes,” I said. “Keep trying.”