Chapter 6

George denied knowing anything about the loan.
He told Ms. Porter that Marcus sometimes asked him to witness routine company papers and that he did not remember the page in question. Then he called Dad and suggested our families settle the misunderstanding privately.
Dad put him on speaker after asking whether I wanted to listen.
“My daughter is handling this through her attorney,” Dad said.
George gave a soft laugh. “Emily’s emotional right now. She’s pregnant. Let’s not make a permanent family break over paperwork.”
I leaned toward the phone.
“I’m listening, George.”
The line went quiet.
“I didn’t know you were there,” he said.
“I know what I signed. I know what I didn’t.”
He tried to speak, but Dad ended the call.
For a moment, we both stared at the phone.
“He thought you’d talk me out of it,” I said.
“He doesn’t know either of us.”
Eleanor had divorced George years earlier. I asked her whether she knew why Marcus would turn to him for help. She told me George had a small investment firm and liked arranging loans. She had not trusted him with company business since their marriage ended.
“Marcus wanted his father’s approval,” she said. “I wish that explained less than it does.”
The review of Marcus’s division found payments to Vivian’s consulting company that Eleanor’s team could not match to completed work. She sent the records to an independent examiner. She did not share every detail with me, and I did not ask her to. The forged loan against my house was enough for me to handle.
Marcus asked to come to a prenatal appointment.
I answered through Ms. Porter. He could receive an update afterward. I did not want him in the room with me.
At the appointment, Naomi held my hand while the doctor measured our baby and checked my blood pressure. Everything looked good. I listened to the heartbeat until the shame and fear from the hotel loosened their hold on me.
“Strong little one,” the doctor said.
I smiled for the first time that morning.
As Naomi and I left, Vivian stood by the elevator.
I stopped.
She wore a cream coat and dark glasses. She took them off when she saw me.
“I wanted you to know I never meant to hurt the baby.”
“You struck me while I was pregnant.”
“I know. I’m sorry.”
I kept Naomi beside me.
“You can give anything you know to the investigators.”
“Marcus told me you agreed to the loan.”
“Did you believe him?”
Vivian looked down.
“Not after I saw the document.”
“Then why did you let your company be named?”
“George said the application could be withdrawn if you objected. I should have walked away.”
I watched her choose each word. I could not tell how much of it was regret and how much was fear of what would happen to her.
“Go to the police,” I said.
She moved closer. Naomi stepped between us.
Vivian stopped.
“Marcus says he’ll tell everyone the baby might not be his.”
I felt the floor tilt beneath me.
“He knows that isn’t true.”
“He knows the treatments were hard. He thinks people will believe a rumor before they read your records.”
I took a breath.
“You’re telling me this to frighten me.”
“I’m telling you because he asked me to help spread it.”
She put her glasses back on and walked into the elevator.
At Dad’s house, I sat in the nursery we were making from his old study. The crib stood by the window. My mother’s quilt lay across the chair.
Naomi came in quietly.
“You know what’s true,” she said.
“Yes.”
“Then he can tell whatever story he wants. We have yours.”
I wanted that to be enough. I also knew how painful it would be to hear strangers discuss the most private months of my life.
Ms. Porter called later. Vivian had contacted an investigator and offered messages about the loan. She wanted her role in it considered when decisions were made about the case.
“That’s for the investigators to decide,” Ms. Porter said. “Your job is to stay well and keep your records.”
I called the doctor’s office to ask that my medical information be shared only with people I authorized. Then I wrote down what Vivian had said outside the elevator.
My phone buzzed while I was finishing.
It was a message from Marcus.
If you keep my child from me, I’ll make sure everyone knows how you got pregnant.
May you like
I saved it and sent it to Ms. Porter.
Then I turned my phone facedown and went to sit with Dad.