Chapter 6

I met the investigator the next morning.
I brought Claire’s letter, my notes, and the messages from the real estate agent. I answered every question as plainly as I could.
“No,” I said, “there was no misunderstanding about the loan.”
The investigator wrote that down.
When I stepped outside, my phone held three missed calls from Claire. I did not return them.
I drove to the library, where I volunteered every Wednesday. I had thought about staying home. Instead, I spent two hours helping people find books and showing a boy where the picture books were.
He chose one about a stubborn little bird and carried it proudly to his father.
On my way out, I realized I had not thought about the loan for almost ten minutes. It felt like a gift.
That afternoon, David came to my house without Claire. He asked if we could speak in the garden. Emma was out with a friend, so I walked with him to the pear tree.
“I’ve closed the second restaurant,” he said.
“I’m sorry.”
“We waited too long. The debt grew while we kept telling each other next month would be better.”
He looked up at the branches.
“Claire said you had offered to invest in it. She told me you didn’t want Emma to know because you hoped it would be a surprise one day.”
“I never said that.”
“I believe you now.”
I wanted to ask why now had come so late. He seemed to know.
“At dinner,” he said, “I should have told her to pull out a chair for you.”
“Yes.”
“I kept quiet because she gets angry when I correct her in front of people.”
I thought of all the times I had avoided upsetting Claire. His reason did not surprise me.
“She’s responsible for what she said,” I told him. “You’re responsible for sitting there.”
“I know.”
He told me he had spoken with the investigator about everything he knew. He had not signed the application, and the restaurant records showed no loan proceeds from my property.
Then he reached into his coat and handed me an envelope.
It held a copy of a household budget Claire had shown him months earlier. Across the top of one page, she had written my name next to the words house sale.
David tapped it. “She said this was your plan for later. I didn’t ask you. I’m sorry.”
I gave the paper back. “Please give it to the investigator.”
“I will.”
Before he left, he hesitated.
“Emma wants to know if she can still visit me at the restaurant.”
“She doesn’t need my permission to love her father.”
His face crumpled a little. “Thank you.”
After he drove away, I sat beneath the pear tree and let myself be angry. David had been kind to me in a hundred small ways over the years. He had also believed Claire when believing her cost me something.
Both things were true.
The following week, Claire’s attorney sent a new proposal. This time Claire acknowledged submitting the application without my permission. She still described it as a mistake made under financial pressure.
Ms. Rivera explained that the investigator had copies of the application and the related messages. The proposal did not change those facts.
“What does Claire want from me?” I asked.
“She wants you to ask for leniency if the case goes further.”
“I can tell the truth about her good qualities,” I said. “I won’t say I approved what she did.”
Ms. Rivera wrote down my answer.
That Friday, Emma went home to collect more clothes. She returned carrying a shoebox.
“Mom gave me this for you,” she said.
Inside were photographs from my wedding. I had kept them in an album on my bedroom shelf. I had not noticed it was missing.
“Why did she have these?”
“She said she borrowed them for a family scrapbook.”
There was no scrapbook.
I lifted a photograph of my husband laughing as he tried to cut our cake. I remembered telling him the knife was upside down.
Emma watched me.
“Did she take anything else?”
I went straight to my bedroom.
The albums were there. My jewelry box was there. The little wooden case that had held my husband’s watch was empty.
I had given the watch to Claire for repair last winter. She told me the shop needed to order a part. Since then, every time I asked, she said it was still being fixed.
May you like
I called the repair shop she had named.
They had no record of the watch.