Chapter 3
Marcus came back to the sofa carrying Daniel's tablet.
His eyes were red.
"Mama, I need to ask you something."
I nodded.
"Of course."
He sat beside me.
"Have you visited this house before today?"
I looked toward Vanessa.
Her face was rigid.
I swallowed.
"Yes."
Marcus waited.
"How many times?"
I hesitated.
Then whispered, "Three."
He closed his eyes.
"Three times?"
I nodded.
"Christmas. Easter. And the day you got your promotion."
Marcus looked away.
For several seconds, he didn't speak.
Then he whispered, "I was home on Christmas."
My chest tightened.
"I know."
He turned sharply.
"You know?"
I looked down.
"I could hear music inside."
A tear rolled down my cheek.
"Vanessa said you didn't want to be disturbed."
My son's face crumpled.
He placed the tablet on the coffee table.
Then took my hands.
"Mama, I spent Christmas wondering why you didn't come."
I began crying.
"I thought you didn't want me there."
He shook his head.
"I wanted you there more than anything."
I leaned against him.
For a moment, I felt like I had my little boy back.
The child who used to cry when I left for work.
The teenager who waited up until midnight to make sure I got home safely.
The young man who promised that someday he would buy me a house.
I had never cared about the house.
I only wanted the boy.
Marcus pulled back.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
I wiped my cheeks.
"Because I didn't want to make trouble in your marriage."
His expression changed.
He looked toward Vanessa.
She stood near the staircase.
Her arms were folded.
Her eyes were fixed on Daniel's tablet.
Marcus picked it up.
"Daniel, play the Christmas footage."
Vanessa stepped forward.
"Absolutely not."
My son turned.
"Why?"
"Because this is ridiculous."
He stared at her.
"The security system keeps recordings."
She swallowed.
"I know."
Marcus opened the video.
The screen showed our front porch.
The date was December twenty-fifth.
I recognized myself immediately.
I was wearing my old green coat.
I held a covered dish of sweet potato casserole.
My scarf was wrapped tightly around my neck.
I watched myself ring the doorbell.
Then Vanessa opened the door.
There was no sound at first.
Marcus turned up the volume.
Vanessa's recorded voice filled the room.
"Why are you here?"
I heard my own answer.
"I brought Marcus his favorite casserole."
Vanessa laughed.
"He's busy with his real family."
I covered my mouth.
I'd tried to forget those words.
But hearing them again was worse.
On the screen, I stepped backward.
Vanessa continued.
"He doesn't need you showing up and making him feel guilty."
Then she closed the door.
The recording showed me standing alone.
Holding the casserole.
Waiting.
For almost a minute.
Then I slowly turned away.
Marcus stopped the video.
His hands were shaking.
The guests nearby had fallen silent.
One woman began crying.
I wanted the floor to open beneath me.
I didn't want strangers watching my humiliation.
Marcus seemed to understand.
He turned the tablet facedown.
Then looked at me.
"I'm sorry you had to go through that."
I shook my head.
"Son, please."
He took a breath.
"No, Mama."
His voice broke.
"You deserved better."
Vanessa suddenly laughed.
"Oh, come on."
Everyone turned.
She pointed at the tablet.
"One little misunderstanding from Christmas?"
Marcus stared at her.
"You told my mother I had a real family without her."
Vanessa rolled her eyes.
"That's not what I meant."
"What did you mean?"
She hesitated.
Then shrugged.
"You need boundaries."
I felt the familiar shame rising.
Maybe I really had been intruding.
Maybe I should have waited for an invitation.
Maybe mothers weren't supposed to visit successful adult sons without permission.
Then Daniel spoke.
"Vanessa, there's more footage."
Her expression changed.
Marcus turned toward him.
"What?"
Daniel looked uncomfortable.
"I checked the other dates."
My stomach tightened.
Marcus slowly stood.
"Show me."
Daniel opened another recording.
Easter Sunday.
I was standing on the porch holding a small basket.
Inside were chocolate eggs and a handwritten card.
I had made them for Marcus because he loved Easter baskets when he was little.
Vanessa opened the door.
I heard myself say, "I won't stay. I just wanted to leave this for him."
She took the basket.
Then dropped it into a trash bag beside the door.
My heart stopped.
I hadn't known.
I'd thought Marcus received it.
I remembered waiting for him to mention the card.
When he didn't, I assumed he was too busy.
On the video, Vanessa said, "Stop bringing this cheap garbage."
Then she closed the door.
Marcus made a sound I had never heard from him before.
Something between anger and heartbreak.
He stepped backward.
Daniel paused the recording.
Nobody spoke.
Then Marcus looked at me.
"Mama, what was in the basket?"
I wiped my cheeks.
"Just candy."
He waited.
"And a little card."
His voice trembled.
"What did the card say?"
I looked down.
"I wrote that I was proud of you."
He covered his face.
For a long moment, he couldn't speak.
Then Vanessa snapped, "Are we seriously going to spend my husband's birthday talking about candy?"
Marcus lowered his hands.
His expression turned cold.
"No."
He looked directly at her.
"We're going to talk about why you've spent a year keeping my mother away."
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Vanessa took one step backward.
And suddenly, I understood that my son's anger wasn't going to disappear with another excuse.
