Chapter 1

My father stepped in front of us before we reached the center of the room.
âGet out of my house.â
The music kept playing. Behind him, blue-and-gold balloons brushed the ceiling while guests held champagne glasses and pretended they hadnât heard.
I tightened my grip on Jaydenâs hand.
âDad, I invited him.â
Marcus glanced at our joined hands. His jaw clenched beneath the familiar gold chain that rested against his black polo shirt.
âI wasnât talking to you, Maya.â
âYouâre talking about someone I brought here.â
Jayden stood beside me in his black jacket, his expression controlled. He had spent twenty minutes outside choosing whether to button it. He wanted my parents to know he respected the invitation.
Now Dad looked him up and down as though he had tracked dirt across the polished floor.
âLeave,â Dad repeated.
I had turned twenty that morning. Mom planned the celebration because she said we had spent too many years making birthdays fit around Dadâs business schedule.
I chose a turquoise dress because it made me feel grown.
Standing in front of him, I felt twelve again.
Jaydenâs fingers shifted against mine.
âWe can go,â he said softly.
Before I could answer, Dad pointed toward the space beside him.
âMaya stays here.â
âNo,â I said.
The word surprised him. It surprised me too.
A cousin stopped talking near the buffet. An aunt set down her glass. I could feel the room beginning to turn toward us.
Dad stepped closer.
âYou think you belong in this family?â
Jayden didnât retreat.
âI came because Maya asked me.â
âAnd Iâm telling you she made a mistake.â
I moved between them.
âDad, stop.â
His eyes snapped to mine.
âDonât raise your voice at me.â
âYouâre humiliating him at my birthday party.â
âHe doesnât need your protection.â
âThen stop acting like he does.â
Across the room, my cousin Tiana lifted her phone. She wasnât smiling. She aimed it at us and began recording.
I almost asked her to stop.
Then Mom hurried over.
Her champagne-colored dress swept against the floor. She looked from my face to Jaydenâs, then planted herself beside me.
âMarcus, what are you doing?â
âHandling something.â
âIn front of everyone?â
âHe should never have come.â
Mom looked at Jayden.
âYouâre welcome here,â she said.
Dad turned toward her. âDenise.â
âI invited people into our home to celebrate our daughter. I wonât let you turn it into this.â
For a moment, I thought he might listen.
He had always cared what people saw. He spoke quietly to employees, remembered donorsâ birthdays, and told younger relatives that dignity mattered.
But his hand was trembling.
I had seen Dad angry. I had never seen him afraid.
Jayden noticed too.
âMaybe you should tell Maya why you really hate me,â he said.
The room fell quiet enough for me to hear ice settle in a glass.
Dad stopped moving.
I turned toward Jayden.
âWhat does that mean?â
He looked at me, and something in his expression made my stomach tighten.
âMaya, thereâs something I need to explain.â
Dad cut across him.
âYou donât know anything.â
Tiana lowered her phone.
âHe knows more than you think,â she said.
Dad looked at her.
âWhat are you doing?â
She stepped away from the buffet. Tiana was thirty-four, old enough to remember every family argument the rest of us had been sent upstairs to miss.
âI came early to help Denise,â she said. âThen I heard you in the study.â
Momâs face changed.
âTiana?â
âI asked him a question about Uncle Isaiah. He answered before he realized I was recording.â
Jaydenâs hand tightened around mine.
The name meant nothing to me.
Dad pointed toward the doorway.
âThis is over. Both of you leave.â
Tiana didnât move.
âYou can ask me to leave after Maya hears it.â
âWhat recording?â I asked.
My voice sounded thin.
Dad reached toward Tianaâs phone. Mom caught his wrist.
âDonât.â
He stared at her.
She released him slowly, but she stayed between them.
Tiana looked at me.
âI wanted to tell you privately. I didnât expect him to do this tonight.â
My birthday cake stood behind her, twenty candles arranged around yellow sugar flowers. Someone had written my name across the frosting.
I couldnât look at it.
âWhat does Isaiah have to do with Jayden?â I asked.
Dad answered too quickly.
âNothing.â
Jaydenâs eyes remained on me.
Everything I thought I understood about the last ten minutes began to shift.
Dad had never liked my boyfriend. He complained about Jaydenâs clothes, his neighborhood, and his work at an auto shop while he studied engineering.
He said I needed someone with direction.
Jayden worked thirty hours a week and carried a full course load. I had defended him every time.
Now I wondered whether Dad had ever been talking about those things.
Tiana unlocked her phone.
Dadâs voice dropped.
âThink carefully before you embarrass this family.â
She looked at him steadily.
âYou should have thought carefully before you accused him.â
Mom turned toward me.
âWhatever this is, you have a right to hear it.â
I wanted to ask whether she knew. Her face was too shocked for me to guess.
Jayden released my hand.
The movement hurt more than it should have.
âMaya,â he said, âI should have told you sooner.â
âHow much sooner?â
He didnât answer.
Dad saw the space between us and stepped into it.
âNow you understand. Heâs been using you.â
âDonât tell me what I understand.â
I stepped away from both of them.
Tiana held up the phone.
For one desperate second, Dad looked like he might plead. Then his face hardened, and he straightened his chain as though this were another meeting he could control.
Tiana pressed play.
May you like
My fatherâs voice filled the room.
âIf Maya ever finds out that Jayden isââ