Chapter 3

The police arrived just after sunset.
Eli hid behind Ben.
Officer Ramirez crouched several feet away and spoke gently.
Nobody touched him.
Nobody rushed him.
That mattered.
Eli told them about the bus station.
Scott had driven him there Sunday afternoon.
He told Eli to sit on a bench while he went to withdraw money.
Before leaving, Scott had said, “Don't move. I'll be right back.”
Eli waited until the station closed.
Then security forced him outside.
He slept behind a vending machine near a grocery store that night.
The next morning, he walked toward the address written on his photograph.
It took him almost two days.
My hands shook while I listened.
No child should be able to explain hunger that calmly.
Officer Ramirez asked about Lily.
Eli looked down.
“Mom got sick.”
“What kind of sick?”
“She fell.”
My heart tightened.
“When?”
“A while ago.”
“Was your dad there?”
Eli nodded.
“Did he hurt her?”
Silence.
That silence answered enough.
Officer Ramirez didn't push.
“Do you know what hospital she went to?”
“No.”
“Did you see an ambulance?”
“Yes.”
“Do you remember the house you were staying in?”
Eli nodded.
He remembered the street name.
Pine Hollow Road.
My mother had sent me an old Riverside address on that exact road.
Officer Ramirez wrote everything down.
Because I was Eli's biological aunt, child services agreed he could remain with us temporarily while they verified the relationship and investigated Scott.
Ben immediately agreed.
So did I.
Eli still looked terrified.
I showed him Noah's room.
“You can sleep here tonight.”
Noah protested.
“He can have my bed.”
“You need your bed.”
“I can sleep on the floor.”
Eli shook his head.
“I can sleep on the floor.”
I stared at them.
“No one is sleeping on the floor.”
Ben dragged the guest-room mattress into Noah's room.
The boys thought that was exciting.
For one night, I let them.
When they finally settled, I went downstairs.
My mother was waiting in my living room.
I stopped halfway down the stairs.
Ben stood near the front door, furious.
“She came before I could stop her.”
Margaret looked smaller than usual.
Her coat was still buttoned.
Her hands trembled.
“Claire.”
I descended slowly.
“You shouldn't be here.”
“I needed to explain.”
“You had nine years.”
She flinched.
“Please.”
I gestured toward the sofa.
“Talk.”
My mother sat.
I remained standing.
Ben stayed beside me.
Margaret looked at him.
“Could I speak to my daughter alone?”
“No,” I said.
Her eyes returned to me.
“I was trying to protect you.”
“You already said that.”
“Lily was difficult.”
“She was nineteen.”
“She was reckless.”
“She was pregnant and scared.”
“You don't know what she was like then.”
“I knew her better than you think.”
My mother wiped her eyes.
“When she started seeing Scott, your father and I begged her to leave him.”
My father had died six years earlier.
Hearing his name made my anger wobble.
“Did Dad know about Eli?”
“Yes.”
That hurt too.
“Did he know you were blocking Lily from me?”
My mother hesitated.
“No.”
“So you lied to him too.”
“He was sick.”
“That isn't an answer.”
“No.”
She looked ashamed.
“He thought Lily refused to speak to us.”
I stared at her.
The lie had reached beyond me.
My father had died believing his youngest daughter wanted nothing to do with him.
My mother whispered, “I thought Lily needed to learn.”
“Learn what?”
“That choices have consequences.”
I nearly screamed.
“She was your daughter.”
“And she accused me of ruining her life!”
“Maybe because you were controlling it.”
Margaret stood.
“I did everything for you girls.”
“There it is.”
My voice shook.
“You gave us everything except permission to disagree with you.”
Her face hardened.
“You have no idea what I sacrificed.”
“And Lily paid for that?”
She went silent.
I held up my phone.
“She begged you to give me her number.”
My mother's eyes filled.
“You had Noah. You were building your marriage. I didn't want Lily pulling you into another crisis.”
“That wasn't your decision.”
“I thought—”
“You decided for me.”
My voice broke.
“You took nine years from me.”
Margaret started crying.
“You think I don't regret it?”
“I don't know what you regret.”
I pointed upstairs.
“Because that little boy slept outside while you had messages warning you Scott was dangerous.”
Her face went pale.
“I didn't know he would abandon him.”
“You knew enough.”
Margaret sank back down.
For a long moment, nobody spoke.
Then she whispered, “There is something else.”
My stomach tightened.
Ben moved closer.
“What?”
“Lily called me six weeks ago.”
I stared at her.
“You said months.”
“I lied.”
Of course.
“What did she say?”
“She was crying.”
My mother looked down.
“She said Scott had hit her.”
My hands went numb.
“She asked me for money.”
“Did you send it?”
“Yes.”
That surprised me.
“How much?”
“Two thousand dollars.”
“Where?”
“To a motel.”
She pulled out her phone.
“I still have the payment record.”
“Why didn't you call the police?”
“She begged me not to.”
“So?”
“She said Scott would disappear with Eli.”
My breath caught.
Margaret continued.
“I told her to take Eli and go to a shelter.”
“Did she?”
“I don't know.”
“When was the last time you heard from her?”
“Five weeks ago.”
“What did she say?”
My mother started crying again.
“She said she had made a mistake.”
“What mistake?”
“She went back to Scott.”
I closed my eyes.
Ben swore under his breath.
Margaret whispered, “Then nothing.”
The next morning, Detective Ramirez called.
Police had gone to the Pine Hollow address.
The house was empty.
There were signs of a struggle inside.
Neighbors reported an ambulance there approximately five weeks earlier.
My pulse raced.
“What hospital?”
“We're checking.”
“Was the patient Lily?”
“We don't know yet.”
Then he added something worse.
“Scott Mercer has an active warrant.”
“For what?”
“Assault.”
My stomach dropped.
“Against Lily?”
“We believe so.”
I gripped the counter.
Before hanging up, Detective Ramirez asked me to email every message my mother had provided.
I sent everything.
Then I called Margaret.
“You need to send your phone records too.”
She didn't argue.
That frightened me more than resistance would have.
Around noon, a detective arrived with information.
A woman matching Lily's description had been transported from Pine Hollow Road to County General five weeks earlier.
“She isn't there now?” I asked.
The detective shook his head.
“She was transferred.”
“Where?”
“To a rehabilitation hospital.”
My knees weakened.
“Is she alive?”
“Yes.”
One word.
I broke.
Ben caught me.
I covered my face and sobbed.
My sister was alive.
Alive.
Nine years of silence.
Five weeks of terror.
And she was alive.
The detective gave me the hospital name.
Then he warned me.
“She may be using another last name.”
“What name?”
“Mercer.”
Lily Mercer.
I hated seeing Scott's name attached to hers.
I grabbed my coat.
Ben reached for his keys.
Margaret arrived before we left.
“I want to come.”
I stared at her.
“No.”
“Claire, she's my daughter.”
“And she asked for me.”
Margaret's face crumpled.
I hated hurting her.
But I meant it.
“I don't know what Lily wants from you.”
My mother whispered, “Please tell her I'm sorry.”
“I'll tell her you're ready to say it yourself.”
Then Ben and I drove to the hospital.
The entire way, I rehearsed what I would say.
I'm sorry.
I didn't know.
I never stopped loving you.
None of it felt enough.
At the rehabilitation center, a nurse checked my identification.
Then she led me down a quiet hallway.
My legs barely worked.
Room 214.
The door was half open.
I stepped inside.
A woman sat beside the window in a wheelchair.
Her hair was shorter.
Her face was thinner.
One arm rested in a brace.
But I knew her before she turned.
“Lily?”
She froze.
Slowly, she looked at me.
Her green eyes widened.
Her lips parted.
For several seconds, neither of us moved.
Then my sister whispered my name.
May you like
“Claire?”
And I ran to her.