Chapter 3

I barely slept that night.
I checked into a small hotel near downtown because the thought of returning to my parents' house made my stomach twist.
My phone rang seventeen times.
Mom.
Dad.
Grandpa.
Mom again.
I turned it facedown.
At seven the next morning, I sat on the edge of the hotel bed and opened my graduation photographs.
There I was, standing beneath a banner with a gold tassel hanging from my cap.
Around me, other graduates hugged their parents.
I had smiled for the camera because I didn't want anyone to know how embarrassed I was.
Now I wondered whether my father had stayed away because Noah needed him or because the document I'd discovered had reminded him of the past.
At nine, I arrived at Daniel Brooks's office.
He was a Black man in his early fifties, wearing a charcoal suit and glasses. He greeted me with a kindness that made me uncomfortable because I wasn't used to receiving it from strangers.
"Thank you for coming, Maya."
I sat across from his desk.
"Please tell me the truth."
He opened a folder.
"Your biological father was David Bennett. He died when you were two years old."
I had to remind myself to breathe.
"How did he die?"
"A car accident."
I looked down.
I'd grown up hearing that story, but the details had always been vague. Whenever I asked questions, my mother changed the subject.
Daniel continued.
"Your father had a relationship with your mother before she married Marcus. When Claire discovered she was pregnant, David intended to marry her."
My fingers tightened around the edge of my chair.
"Then why didn't he?"
"Your grandfather opposed the relationship. David had been involved in a serious disagreement with him over the family business. Your grandfather believed David was making reckless decisions."
I stared at him.
"What does that have to do with me?"
"David wanted to leave the family home with your mother and raise you independently. Before he could do so, he died."
I closed my eyes.
My father had wanted me.
That thought hurt in a way I couldn't explain.
For eighteen years, I'd wondered why I seemed to occupy the bottom rung of my family's priorities.
Now I was learning that someone had once fought to build a life around me.
"What happened after he died?"
"Marcus stepped in. He married Claire and legally adopted you."
"Did my mother love him?"
Daniel hesitated.
"I can only tell you what the documents establish. Marcus assumed responsibility for you, and the adoption was completed legally."
I nodded slowly.
"Why was the truth hidden?"
"That is something your family would have to explain."
He slid a second folder across the desk.
Inside were copies of David's will, a birth record, and a letter.
My name appeared on the envelope.
Maya.
The handwriting was unmistakably different from the writing on the document I'd found.
My hands trembled as I opened it.
The letter was dated three months before David's death.
My dearest daughter,
If you're reading this, you're old enough to understand that love is sometimes hidden behind choices you don't understand.
I don't know what your childhood will look like. I don't know whether I'll be there to teach you how to ride a bicycle or walk you into your first classroom.
But I need you to know one thing.
You were never a mistake.
I wanted you. I loved you before I knew whether you would have your mother's smile or my stubborn chin.
If I cannot be there, I hope the people raising you will never make you feel that you have to earn their love.
You deserve a home where you are wanted without conditions.
Love always,
Dad.
I pressed the letter against my chest.
I had spent the previous night believing my entire life was a lie.
Now I understood that my life had begun with someone who wanted me more than anything.
And I would never get the chance to meet him.
I cried until my eyes hurt.
Daniel waited patiently.
When I finally looked up, he placed another document in front of me.
"Your father also established a trust for your benefit."
I wiped my cheeks.
"A trust?"
"Yes. He arranged for funds to be preserved for your education and future security. The trust has remained separate from the family business."
I studied the figures.
The amount was far larger than anything I'd imagined.
I looked at Daniel.
"Did Marcus know about this?"
"He was aware that the trust existed. However, its administration has been independent."
"Has anyone accessed it?"
"Not without authorization. The records are intact."
I let out a breath.
At least something belonging to my biological father had survived.
Daniel handed me a business card.
"Take your time reviewing everything. You don't have to make any decisions today."
I nodded.
Then I noticed a paragraph near the bottom of the will.
It referred to an additional letter, one that was to remain sealed until I turned eighteen.
"What's this?"
Daniel's expression grew serious.
"Your father requested that you receive the letter on your eighteenth birthday. There is a separate copy in our secure files."
I looked at the date.
My birthday had passed several months earlier.
"Why wasn't it delivered?"
Daniel frowned.
"According to the file, a request was made to delay delivery until the family confirmed that you were emotionally prepared."
"Who made that request?"
He turned a page.
"Arthur Bennett."
My grandfather.
I felt the anger returning, stronger than before.
"Can I have the letter?"
"Yes."
Daniel unlocked a cabinet and retrieved a sealed envelope.
He placed it in front of me.
Before I opened it, he said, "Maya, whatever this letter contains, remember that your father's love for you is not diminished by anyone else's decisions."
I nodded.
Then I broke the seal.
May you like
The first sentence made my blood run cold.
If my family has kept the truth from you, there is a reason they are afraid of what you might discover.