Chapter 4

I wanted to drive to Ruth’s house and ask her what she thought she was doing.
Priya told me to let the lender’s review proceed first. I listened because I had already seen what happened when Ruth had time to prepare an answer.
I filed a written fraud report with the lender. I also gave the police the application, the submission details, and a statement that I had not authorized it.
The officer asked how Ruth had obtained my identification.
“Daniel had a copy,” I said. “I don’t know who sent it to her.”
Saying “I don’t know” made me feel weak, though it was the most honest answer I had.
At home, Grace helped me make a list of Sophie’s belongings still at the house. School shoes. Her favorite books. The little lamp shaped like a moon that she kept beside her bed.
“I can get them with you,” Grace offered.
I had a right to enter my own house, but I did not want another confrontation in front of Sophie. Priya arranged a time for me to collect our things while Daniel was out. Matt came with me.
The house looked the same from the street.
Inside, my mug sat beside Daniel’s in the kitchen. Sophie’s drawings were still on the refrigerator. I stood there longer than I meant to.
Matt waited by the door.
“We have time,” he said.
I went upstairs and packed Sophie’s clothes. In her room, I found a note tucked under her pillow.
DAD SAID I CAN ASK MOM TO COME BACK.
The letters leaned across the page. Sophie had written it during Daniel’s visit the day before we left, or during another conversation I had not heard.
I folded the note and put it in my pocket. I would not question Sophie about it. I would tell Priya, and I would tell Daniel again to stop asking our daughter to carry messages.
In our bedroom, I collected my work clothes and the box of photographs from my grandmother. The wedding picture on the dresser had been turned facedown.
I had nearly finished when I heard the front door open.
Ruth came upstairs.
Matt called to me from below, letting me know she was there. I stepped into the hall.
“This is Leah’s house,” Matt told her. “We’re collecting belongings.”
Ruth looked at the bags.
“You’ve taken Sophie away from her father.”
“Daniel saw her two days ago. They have another visit tomorrow.”
“Under your sister’s roof, with everyone watching him.”
“He asked her to persuade me to move back. I’m protecting her from that.”
Ruth’s eyes hardened.
“You’re teaching a child to turn against her father.”
“I’m not discussing Sophie with you.”
She looked past me at the photographs in my hand.
“You think your grandmother would be proud of you for ending a marriage?”
“My grandmother taught me I could come to her when I was hurt.”
Ruth opened her Bible. She held it between us as if I had come to argue with the pages.
“I’m praying for you,” she said.
“Then pray somewhere I’m not trying to pack.”
Matt came up the stairs. Ruth closed the Bible and went back down. We finished collecting our things and left.
Outside, my knees shook so badly that I leaned against the car. Matt put the bags in the trunk without saying anything.
The next day, Daniel arrived for his visit with Sophie at the agreed time. I asked to speak to him before she came into the room. Grace stayed in the kitchen.
“I found a note Sophie wrote about asking me to come home,” I said.
Daniel looked tired.
“I told her I missed us being together.”
“You told her she could ask me to return.”
“I was trying to give her hope.”
“She isn’t responsible for fixing our marriage. Please tell her that.”
He rubbed his forehead.
“All right. I will.”
For the first time, he sounded as though he had heard me.
During the visit, Sophie asked him whether he and I would live together again. I heard him answer from the living room.
“I don’t know, Soph. Mom and I are working things out. You haven’t done anything wrong, and you don’t have to solve it.”
I closed my eyes. It was the answer she had needed the first time.
That evening, Priya called. The lender had confirmed that the application would not proceed. Their investigator had requested information from Ruth and Daniel. Our bank had also supplied a record of the forty thousand dollars in transfers.
Most of it had gone to an account belonging to a small company called New Day Interiors.
I searched the company name. Vanessa owned it.
She designed furnished apartments for short-term rentals. Her business page showed a photograph of a bright living room with cream walls.
I recognized Daniel’s coat on a hook beside the door.
I sent the link to Priya and put down my phone. I had thought the worst discovery would be the woman herself. Now I could see the life he had helped pay for while asking me whether we could afford Sophie’s summer art class.
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A message arrived from an unknown number.
This is Vanessa. Daniel told me you knew about us. I need to speak with you before he tells you another lie.