Chapter 8

Autumn brought cooler afternoons, and Mrs. Vance began walking again.
The first time I saw her near the craft shop, Marcus was beside her. They moved slowly, stopping once to look at a window display. She waved when I drove past.
Later, she told me she had wanted to see whether the walk still belonged to her.
“I like walking,” she said. “I just want it to be my choice.”
Her car situation took longer to resolve. The dealership and investigators reviewed the transfer, and her lawyer helped her pursue the money owed. In the meantime, Marcus offered her a vehicle she could use. She thanked him but asked him to teach her how its newer controls worked before handing her the keys.
He spent a whole Saturday in the driveway with her.
“She asked more questions than the salesperson,” he complained to me afterward.
“She wants to drive it safely.”
“I know. I was proud of her.”
Mrs. Vance kept the knitting account in her name alone. The shop sent order details directly to her. She asked her friend Mrs. Bell to help with online messages on days her hands hurt, but Mrs. Bell sat beside her and read each one aloud. Mrs. Vance decided which orders to accept.
She did fewer blankets for a while. She took walks, visited friends, and came to Ruby’s school to watch her perform in a short play. Ruby spotted her from the stage and waved so hard that she nearly missed her line.
Afterward, Mrs. Vance gave her a tiny knitted star.
“For your brave performance.”
“I forgot a word,” Ruby said.
“You found the next one.”
Ruby pinned the star to her bag.
Camille was working again by then. She had moved into a smaller apartment and begun sending the agreed payments. Mrs. Vance showed me the first statement because she wanted me to know the money had started coming back. I told her I was glad.
“It doesn’t mean I’m ready for dinner together,” she said.
“You decide when you are.”
She held the statement for a moment.
“I miss her.”
“I know.”
“She called on my birthday. We talked about the garden when she was little. It was nice until she asked whether I’d forgive her.”
“What did you say?”
“That I love her. I’m still working out what trust looks like now.”
I thought it was an honest answer.
Marcus had begun visiting his mother twice a week, sometimes with groceries, sometimes with nothing in his hands. One evening, I arrived with a delivery and found them sorting old photographs at the dining table.
Mrs. Vance held up a picture of him at six wearing the crooked scarf.
“Tell Isaiah you remember this.”
“I remember being too hot,” Marcus said.
“You wore it for three winters.”
“Because you made it.”
They both laughed.
Mrs. Vance slipped the photograph into an album. Marcus did not look at his phone once while I was there.
That night, Ruby asked me why Camille had not been visiting. I had told her that Mrs. Vance’s daughter had made choices that hurt her and needed to put things right.
“Will she get to come back?” Ruby asked.
“Mrs. Vance gets to decide when she feels ready to see her.”
“Can you love someone when you’re still mad?”
“Yes.”
Ruby thought about that while she tucked the red square around her rabbit.
“Good,” she said. “Sometimes I’m mad at you when you say bedtime.”
“And I still love you.”
“I know.”
I stood in her doorway after she fell asleep. I wondered whether Mrs. Vance had ever feared that saying no to Camille would cost her daughter’s love. Maybe that fear had kept her quiet longer than the missing money.
The following week, Mrs. Vance invited Camille to meet at a café. She asked Marcus to drive her but not sit with them. He told me afterward that he had waited outside with a book he never opened.
When she came out, her eyes were red.
“How did it go?” he asked.
“We spoke honestly,” she said. “That’s enough for today.”
She did not tell me more. She did not have to.
A few days later, she called to ask whether Ruby and I could come over on Sunday. She wanted to teach Ruby how to make a simple scarf.
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“For herself?” I asked.
“For whoever she chooses,” Mrs. Vance said.