Chapter 2

I followed my mother into the hallway.
She knelt beside her travel bag and pulled the zipper closed. It caught on a folded sleeve. She tugged at it with fingers that were still red from the hot water.
“Let me,” I said.
“I can do it.”
“I know.”
She moved her hand, and I freed the zipper. The bag was lighter than it should have been. She had brought a change of clothes, her medicine, and the church sweater she always packed in case she stayed through Sunday.
I stood with the bag in my hand, unable to bear the thought of her leaving because of what had happened in my house.
Behind us, Vanessa said, “Marcus, give us a minute.”
My mother reached for the handle. “I’d rather go home.”
“It’s late,” I said. “I’ll drive you.”
“Please don’t make a bigger scene.”
I looked at her. “You didn’t make one.”
Claire came into the hall carrying her coat. Maya was just behind her.
“Mrs. Bennett,” Claire said, “I’m so sorry. I thought—”
My mother straightened. “You had no reason to know.”
Claire’s face crumpled. She looked at Vanessa, who had followed them from the living room.
“I told you Marcus’s mother was coming this weekend,” Claire said. “At dinner, when I asked if she was here, you said this was help you’d arranged.”
Vanessa folded her arms. “I said she was helping. You chose what that meant.”
“You said you’d hired her,” Maya said. Her voice was quiet, but firm. “I heard you, too.”
Vanessa looked at me. “They’re making it sound deliberate.”
“Was it?”
My mother put her hand on my sleeve. “Take me home, Marcus.”
I wanted the answer. I also knew she was asking me to get her out of that room. I picked up her bag and went to the closet for her coat.
Outside, the rain had eased to a mist. I walked her to the car while Claire and Maya waited by their own. Claire tried once more to apologize. My mother thanked her for coming and turned away before Claire could say anything else.
For the first ten minutes of the drive, neither of us spoke.
Then my mother said, “I did offer to cook.”
I kept my eyes on the road. “Did Vanessa ask you?”
“She told me the caterer had canceled. She said her friends were already on their way.”
“Why didn’t she call me?”
“I asked her that.” My mother rubbed her palms together in her lap. “She said you had a difficult meeting.”
I had. Vanessa knew it would end by five.
“Did you know what she told them?”
My mother watched the passing headlights. “Not until they arrived.”
I waited.
“Vanessa met them at the door while I was taking the chicken out. I heard her tell Claire she had hired someone to manage dinner.” My mother swallowed. “I thought perhaps she meant someone else was coming to help. Then Claire came into the kitchen and asked where Vanessa kept the serving spoons. She called me ma’am.”
“Mom.”
“Vanessa was standing right there.”
I pulled into an empty gas station and parked. My hands were gripping the wheel too hard.
“She let you spend the whole night working while they thought you were a stranger?”
“She brought me a plate before they ate.”
I turned toward her. She said it as if she hoped that detail would ease my mind.
“What did you do with it?”
“I ate some in the kitchen.”
The restaurant across the street had its lights on. People sat at tables laughing over dinner. I looked at my mother’s hands, at the swollen joints I had seen her struggle with on cold mornings, and thought about her alone at the sink.
“I’m sorry,” I said.
“You didn’t know.”
“I should have been here.”
“You couldn’t have known,” she said again, more gently. “Just take me home.”
Her apartment was fifteen minutes away. At her door, she insisted on carrying her own bag inside. I carried it anyway, and she let me.
The place smelled faintly of lemon soap. Her favorite blanket lay over the arm of the chair. I checked that her medicine was on the counter and filled a glass of water. She watched me, patient and tired.
“Please don’t decide anything tonight,” she said.
“I’m going to ask her what happened.”
“That’s fair. Then listen.”
I almost laughed. Even now, she wanted me to be fair.
I kissed her forehead. She held me for a moment longer than usual.
When I got back to the house, Claire and Maya were gone. The kitchen had been cleared. The baking dish sat on a towel beside the sink.
Vanessa was waiting at the table. The six hundred dollars lay in front of her, divided into neat stacks.
“I didn’t hire the caterer,” she said before I could speak. “I was going to give it back.”
I pulled out a chair but didn’t sit.
“Why did you tell your friends you hired my mother?”
Vanessa looked at the money. “Claire’s company pays for her housekeeper. Maya talks about her chef. I said I’d arranged dinner, and then your mother arrived and started cooking.”
“You could have introduced her.”
“I know.”
“But you didn’t.”
“I was embarrassed.”
I stared at her. “Of my mother?”
“Of how the evening looked. Of how I looked.” She pressed her fingers against her eyes. “I know how awful that sounds.”
“It is awful.”
She lowered her hands. “I was going to explain after dinner.”
“Did you ask Mom to stay in the kitchen?”
Vanessa said nothing.
“Did you?”
“Yes.”
I looked toward the empty doorway. “She heard you call her hired help.”
Vanessa’s face changed. “I didn’t know she heard.”
“She did.”
For the first time that night, Vanessa seemed to understand what my mother had carried out of the house. She covered her mouth, but I couldn’t comfort her.
“Sleep in the guest room,” I said. “I need to think.”
I went upstairs and found the bed made, our wedding photograph on the dresser. In it, my mother stood beside us in a violet dress. Vanessa had both arms around her.
My phone lit up. A message from my mother.
I’m home safe because of you. Please get some sleep.
I sat on the edge of the bed holding that message. Then I called the caterer whose number Vanessa had given me.
A recorded voice answered. The business had closed for the evening. I left my name and number, though I wasn’t sure what I expected to learn.
May you like
I put the phone down and looked again at the photograph.
I had watched the two women smile at each other for years. I needed to know when that had changed.